Loneliness, anxiety, lies and deceit
personified in red
This is a sign, I’m lonely
I can’t ask for affection easily
I’m not a child. I’d rather look stunning
I fake and put on a show
Tell me "I envy you" again
It seems the more I put on an act in flashy outfits
the emptier I become
I’m pushing myself too far, covered in lies
Embraces can’t cure my loneliness
I slip into the busy streets
and play the part of the new me
Who’s the real me? I can’t remember
The further I chase her, the bigger the distance
People like me when I successfully deceive them
Full of lies, I hate everyone
I want to be myself
I shout and shout, but it’s no use
No one turns around to look at me
Care for me, don’t neglect me, come on
Play with me until I get tired
Lips covered in red lipstick
I hide the true me
Lips covered in red lipstick
I want only you to call the real me beautiful
I want you to, want you to
My personal brand of "happiness",
based on my own values
I don’t want to compare myself to others, and yet
Sigh, here we go again, I feel envious of that girl over there
I’m told "I love you" and yet I still feel lonely
Are we really truly connected?
A tired face, a drawn face?
What do I look like to you?
Slicing my heart to pieces with a knife
Shaken by invisible shadows
Twisted by fear, I lose sight of what’s important
I work and I’m also in love
I’m enjoying life as an adult
yet my heart remains unsatisfied, why!?
I’m bored, so bored. Hurry up, come here and hold me tight
I look up and glare at the city
but I grit my teeth because it’s not like I could run away
Lips covered in red lipstick
I search for the true me
Lips covered in red lipstick
I want only you to call the real me beautiful
I want you to, want you to
I shout and shout, but it’s no use
No one turns around to look at me
Care for me, don’t neglect me, come on already
Play with me until I get tired
I shout and shout, but it’s no use
No one turns around to look at me
Care for me, don’t neglect me, come on already
Play with me until I get tired
Lips covered in red lipstick
I hide the true me
Lips covered in red lipstick
I want only you to call the real me beautiful
I want you to, want you to
