TeamAyu blog. 30/11/2012. "Not only now"
 

A message for ayu fans.

Archived [here].

thanks misa-chan for the translation.

I'll support her no matter what =))
ganbare ayu!

She's wonderful. :)

What a beautiful person. :weep :heart I love you, Ayu!

True words.. I love her honesty. I love this woman.

I'm speechless...

That was so sappy........*runs off to bathroom*

T_T

Thank you!

Thank you Misa-chan! =)

Beautiful message from Ayu <3

And she even cares for her fans even if it was really her who's been hurt. :weep

AHS, PREPARE FOR WAR. :rambo

Bless her <3 :)

I'm happy she's happy and doing what her heart tells her.

What a wonderful message ._.
And what a wonderful Misa-chan translation it for us *hugs*

Thank you for the translation

Arigatou Misa-chan!
It's unbelievable. Such a kind and lovely woman. I'm crying...

Thank you, Misa-chan

so beautiful :)
she's really strong and a source of strength :)
ayu be strong!!!
i sense amazing lyrics next release

Lovely indeed♥

Thanks for the translation, Misa. I really appreciate this! :)

sounds like a new song!
She is such a great person and a lot of her fans are total crap towards her. :no

Thanks a lot for the translation!!

she's just so nice is she not... Ayu what you really need is for someone to protect you instead

Brutal honesty and yet such beautiful words, I just love Ayumi for things like this.

Thanks for the translation.

awwwww

Gorgeous. This can be made into another lyric single actually, better than love theme song. Thanks for sharing.

Thanks for the translation. I really admire Ayu's strength...

Thanks Misa! ^-^

I love that she let's us know she knows exactly and cares about how e.g. the current situation males some fans think badly about her.

I think she's an awesome person always polite and living in reality.

Such a great message Ayu, ganbatte♥

Thanks for the translation.
Ayu doesn't want that we worry about her when someone say her some horrible words, but as we love her, it's normal that we're worrying about our lovely Ayu in that situation.
Her words are really strong.

Thank you for the translation :)

Tbh, lots of Ayu fans are *****s and don't deserve her

I love ayu but what she did was wrong. And now she has to pay for her actions like we all do.

^^ mostly they just need to learn that if they buy her stuff it poesn't give them a right to say crap about her personal life decisions or judge them. She's an efin human being! They own her CDs and they think they own her life. Some people just have no respect. :no

Lots of love for Ayu ♥
and a thank you to u Misa, for translating and letting us understand her words. ♥

Just what did she do wrong? If anything it was Maro who did some sketchy things.

The course of events went like...

- Maro was with his wife Ryoko for a few years before splitting up, he changed his last name after that, the divorce was filed quite some time ago and didn't get finalized until recently
- Maro allegedly got a model pregnant at some point around last year in September
- Ayu split from Mannie at some point late last year before divorcing in January
- fast forward to now where Maro was in a PV with Ayu in the summertime and they recently announced that they were dating

I don't see any wrongdoing on Ayu's part.

Good.


tbh **** if ayu did anything wrong. If you love her, you'll stick with her, and share the burdens.

If you don't, then you don't.

And it's not like everyone has to. You don't have to love her, or even like her, to be a fan of her or her music.

People have the right to choose for themselves. And we have the right to judge them for it, and anything else.


That's how the world works.

She really knows what she wants and I'm super happy for them both. ♥

honest, strong and warm words from her

thank You Misa-chan for the translation and thanks to Ayu to be such an inspiration. She is a true Queen after all. I'll keep on holding her hand together with all the fans who love her

Thank you Ayu for your honesty <3 Really love u...
And thank u Misa-chan ^-^

Where is the like button when you need it?

Remember when her songs were written with this much meaning? :(

As I said I love ayu what she did was wrong and now she has to pay for her actions and that's the end of that. This is what I believe and noone will change it. Just because she is ayumi hamasaki doesn't make her God. I agree with her Japanese fans on this relationship with maro. But she can do what she wants is her life.

Wrong suggests that what Ayumi did was morally unacceptable - her having to pay for her actions does, too. That's very different from you simply disagreeing with her actions.

Could someone enlighten me what exactly it is that people find so repulsive about this relationship? I just seriously cannot see a problem. Is it the situation that both of them are recently divorced/in the divorce process?

I never brought up that you 'didn't love Ayu', in fact -I- did not bring whether you love her or not into the conversation, I was just asking the question of what is so wrong about her dating Maro/pursuing this relationship?

Is it because she started dating while he was unofficially separated? (for like two years or longer) Is it because she's dating a guy who allegedly has a child with some random model? (which she may not even have known about or may not even be true)

See, if she had been the cause of the divorce or was dating Maro while he was still married (or even when SHE was still married), then I would totally understand and agree that Ayu is doing some sneaky/behind-people's-backs nonsense and Ayu is in the wrong but this seems to me like people not liking Maro for his wrongdoings BUT also projecting it on Ayu.

she never ceases to amaze me.

This seems to be the problem a lot of people are having. I don't think, if you are separated, but have not yet completed a divorce it's completely okay to be seeing other people, because you're separated.

I could be completely wrong, because I also don't see anything wrong with the situation either and am just guessing that's what people think. Also this "drama" reminds me of the Brad/Angelina/Jennifer thing, but who cares about that now? None of those three people had their reputation permanently damaged. This will blow over just as well.

For some people, I think that they believe too many rumors, as opposed to known facts. Like, I see some people posting (not just here) as if they think that Ayu intentionally broke up the marriage. Mind you, Ayu may not be giving full-truths, but a tabloid is likely to fabricate an entire story, so...

And then, I'm sure, there are some people who think that Ayu dating a man who is technically still married on paper is wrong.

exactly.

what i love is how she's actually worried about US being worried for HER. ;_; Aww, Ayu.

So inspiring... Ayu is always such a role-model through hard times. I shall always look at her like my big sister / guru.

And thanks for translating + sharing!

Thanks misa~chan for the translation

No matter what happens, I will support AYU always :)

You should be a comedian.

I don't care what you think.:eviltongu

I feel sorry for Ayu, and what she wrote here is really brave, but she asked for this. She should have done what she's been doing her whole career - keeping her private life as private as possible. That's not to say she shouldn't go to Paris with Maro, or make her relationship public to her fans through TeamAyu, but putting him on the cover of again, I wonder if Ayu thinks in hindsight that wasn't the greatest move and only added fuel to the fire.

I get the feeling Ayu is fed up with being famous, and just wants to live a normal life, but she probably will never be able to. In saying that, I don't think I could ever understand what its like to be in her shoes, to be in the spotlight for that long and have every personal move critisised. I would hate it, and she clearly does too.

thank you Misa

thanks....
i'm proud of the person she became.

Thanks Misa-chan for put the translation here...

I will always support her.... :D

That was very beautiful Ayu, I will always support you

Awww, we love you, Ayu!

Thanks for the translations!

I'll always support her no matter what, and I've gotta admit, there are some fans who are just... Way more disrespectful than her haters. Ayu doesn't deserve fans like them...