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:weep I had a dream that Ayu died. OMG. It was so real too. There was a funeral and everything and there was news of her arena tour being cancelled and stuff... :weep I'm sad. There was even this one girl in the dream -- I never really liked her anyway, I was holding a copy of A BEST, and she was like, "You do know she's dead, right?" I was like #(*$#&@(#&$(#*&$#*&!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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o_o i would cry too >.< that's soo terrible i dont wanna think about it >_<!!

Sometimes I'm happy I don't dream very much. :/

With all the work she's been doing, I wouldn't be surprised if she was hospitalized or something. :[

I think it's 'cause Ayu's such an inspiration to everyone that it'd affect a lot of people..

If some other artists went away of course it'd be sad, but not as big.. you know? :/

Ayu is special, that is for sure.

That's the kind of dream you are just SO relieved to wake up from....I had a dream once that my friend had been murdered and I had to go identify the body. Even after I woke up, I was so disturbed that I had to call him and make sure he was ok. :tired

I had a dream ayu was killed in one of her PVs while I was watching it, and I woke up scared as hell.

That's a horrible dream ;__;

You know, sadly, I hope she does a PV where she dies. :/

It'd be a rude awakening to Ayu fans who're like 'Ew, she's all.. nastay now.' ~

Wow that dream was awesome. It represents that ayu will die (representative, not really die) and a new ayu will born to become the queen of jpop once again and sell millions of copies of her albums and makes music that people will complain less about and enjoy more LOL Think about the symbolism ;) j/k

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She did that already....

On Fre & Easy, she's burnt to death and they carry her coffin in the end :eek

On About You, she gets trapped on an Ice Cube, and in the end, oxygen runs out and she suffocates to death....:eek

On Ladies Night she's crushed on the elevator :eek

Poor ayu, she has died quite several times LOL :laugh

^haha, that summary made me smile, and so did your earlier post :).

poor ayu!

so sad...
just forget it...
lucky that my dream was about her new PV

gosh i never realized how morbid her Pvs are!

so what's next? will she jump off a building? that would be so cool if she bunjie-jumped off a building in real life for the PV and then they edit all the gear and stuff out.

Oh, we can't forget the Sinking into the Moon-scary-Ayu. xD

Did she die or was she just sleeping? Hm. xD

Oh yeah, didn't the Real me one end up dying too? Or was she a robot? :O

No ayu fans are like that, mind you. (Why would they be Fans of her if that was true?) I've already said that to you. Just because there are fans of her who dislike her recent music, and don't like her being overly sexy doesn't mean they think she's 'nastay' or bad. I'm surprised you aren't one who does that, considering your grudge against Kumi, and her being sexy. :rolleyes. I would actually also be in favor of a music video whereas she dies, or plays someone who dies. Not that I want her to die, that's the last thing I want; Her music would just go back to reality and show fans that she can't always be on top, by using a more... brutal... method. And it might bring that... sad.. music era of Ayu, which I absolutely loved. This happy music is getting tiring.

I don't think anything will happen to Ayu anytime soon. She's strong. But I really think she needs a good break; So she can come up with some new, fresh ideas, rather than pushing out all the music she can as fast as she can. I doubt she can last any longer with this new kind of music. She's going to have to go back eventually.

I don't think her feelings will ever go back to being sad... even though that might be better for her musically. :[

It's sort of odd that at her most depressed state, she was like the best at lyrics evar~ and now that she's said all she needs to say about that... what is she to talk about? :[ I wonder if she's gonna have something odd happen to her that creates incredible lyrics.. 8D That'd be awesome.

Yay~ I'm not making sense. LOL

I think for Ayu to produce really great lyrics, great music and songs in general, she needs to be at the moment inspired by something that pushes her to make a song corresponding to whats happening. In 2001 we get all the "abused by avex" songs that people thought were incredible, in 2003 we get Because of you/Memorial address (her dad) and then last year we got alterna because of rumors/tabloids/retirement, etc.

Perhaps this year that 'Tim' thing will push her to do something :/ Maybe a really lovely ballad? :D

^ Lol! That comment so cracked me up!

Well, I would love it if she had a PV that featured her in a coffin and then she suddenly awoke! Yup, zombie Ayu! Mwhahaha! Or probably in a setting like rainy day! Gloomy, gothic! Ah, amazing!

But yes, it would be a really sad thing if Ayu passed away *touchwood* I think I would cry REALLY REALLY bad and what's worst, we'll have less and less things about Ayu to talk about but only to look back on her works! *cries*

No! I know what you mean!! That's what I thought too. I thought that it could represent the beginning of a "new leaf" in her career -- maybe her next release will bring back the "old" Ayu and fix this whole "distance" thing.

I was really pissed about the girl who was like, "Oh yeah, that girl died," when I was holding A BEST. >O< !!!!!!!!!

I do think that something will happen to Ayu that will change her songs, though. Something that will make them deeper and have more meaning. She hasn't had one like that since HEAVEN -- her last big-seller.

Actually, ruixiong, we did get a dead Ayu coming back to life.

concert tour '00 part1 and 2 anyone? WHATEVER and ever free.. or something. Amazing video, but awkward outfit. With sparkles and swords.. xD

http://youtube.com/watch?v=spxj3n6pv...ch=ever%20free

Check it out! <3

Maybe it means her career is on its way to the grave :shrug

Not necessarily. If it was on its way to being 6 feet under, then we'd probably be getting a lot of greatest hits releases..

And then a farewell concert. Ayu doesn't seem like the type to just say 'I'm not doing this anymore' and then slowly fade away from the public eye.

If BLUE BIRD sells as low as Startin' did, I wonder if Ayu would be concerned? I can't see her giving up her position so easily though. I'm looking for a really unique single in the future. With a crazy look. Something like INSPIRE (radically different) only more unique and deep.

I have a feeling that BLUE BIRD will sell a lot more than Startin'. Considering that Startin' was like her most crappily promoted single ever.. yeah xD

I mean how many TV performances and magazines did Startin' get to promote it? :/

I think it was 2 performances/song. 2 for Startin' 2 for BTB and 2 for teens.

hmm well i tihnk if the blue bird single will sell well or not is going to depend on beautiful fighters because blue bird wasnt very great, so hoefully beautiful fighters will be good! and the PV

Just thinking about her death makes me anxious...

Nope. Ayu is immmortal.

Nice one...New Ayu reborn...oooo

But it seems like people dont like this NEW ayu that is appearing....

at least i still LOVE her no matter wad

omgz.