ayu's DIARY entry 8/1/2009
 

... tears and happiness overcome Ayu, with a-nation starting and the finishing of the story of the TA member who attempted suicide...

It is answered!!!!!
8-1-2009 3h13

Our prayers have been answered!!!!!!!!!!
You see, there should not be a time where one of us is missing.
Thank you, to all of TA who were there.
Really...
I really think...
Thank you all for this communion.
And a really big thank you to KAZ who, as the representative of TA, has not let down on his efforts.
Yesterday evening, at the rehersal, there was a problem during the setup as I was already going forward, when this problem occurred to this TA member, and we could not think of a solution, with the dawn rising, and then noon came around...
With my heart ready at the end of the day, I arrived at the place of the concert. Seeing the faces of all who were waiting for me caused to to sit in my car and cry. Perhaps they were worried for me? But, that's when KAZ brought me the wonderful news. I cried with relief. Generally, usually a friend is the one who provides me with the most beautiful, greatest benefits. Because of all the emotion I was feeling, I continued to cry.
A-nation is beginning tomorrow.
It will start in the most beautiful way.
Because, I am never alone!



Japanese-French translation by cy@AyuAngel.com
French-English translation by me

thanks for the update Chelsea

I'm just overwhelmed at the concern she has for her fans. Astounding.

Thank you, for the translations!

Wow geez... I hope a fan never will do that to her again... All happiness to the one who this is all about though.
Thx for the update!

Thanks for translation!

Thanks for translation!

What is all the ayu fan suicide attemption thingy?

ayu just has a pure love to her fans. From her behaviour it's undeniable.

that's sad about the TA member but i feel like they really stressed her out. she's already stressed enough as it is. i'm not surprised she cried with relief that they were okay. she's really sweet. but i hope the TA member got help and people in the future won't tell ayu about these things

Ouch! That was so close...

Aie, I hope that person's okay. I've had to deal with my own suicidal tendencies and my younger brother's so.. yeah.. it's not a laughing matter.

OMG!!! What happend to the fan to push him into a possible suicide? I why would TA members tell Ayu? Was there something she could do? Was the fan going to suicide cuz of her?

Anyway I hope that he is okay and wish him the best of luck and to Ayu as well.To much stress for the poor woman.

The best wishes for you to Truehappiness.

Thats really sad news that they attempted suicide, but im really glad they didn't die. It would of been really hard on ayu and everyone.
Does anyone know the story behind it?

This proves how much Ayu cares...
She is amazing, I feel so proud to be her fan.

Thank you so much for the translation!

Well it's a good news, the fan didn't die.
She's really sweet, seriously.

thanks for the translation.

she's truly honest

i really like every part of her being!!! <333

oh hell no, Ayu will NEVER EVER be alone! ;D

Aww Ayu cares so much about her fans, but how did she knew that a TA member committed suicide?

^ someone sent her a message that they were going to commit suicide, something ike that. from what she said in this message though, they didn't die.

thanks for translation :D

I hope that fan in alright ;) IF He didn't fake all this :no
Ayu is so caring towards her fan

Ayu really care about her fans~ thanks for sharing ^_^

ayu is too cute to fans !
thx for translation ^^

wow I'm amazed how much feelings she has for her fans..
Ayu you are wonderful~~

Thx for the post~

I just caught up with all these blog entries and wow, I've never been so sure that Ayu is one of the greatest human beings.

thanks!!
she's really sweet :)

thanks! ^^

Thanks for the translation, good to hear that the TA member is alright now

Ayu is so sincere, love her! thx for the translations!

thanks for the translation~

It's good the TA member didn't die. I hope they're seeking help though.

wow, I wonder what's the whole story about the TA member. Im happy is fine in the end. Ayu is wonderful for taking care of her fans too, that proves she's such a good person and not a person who only cares about her and her career. I'm very very happy she's so awesome
thanks for translation

^ Yeah. It shows she ain't no diva. :)

im happy for the fan. and im glad Ayu is so nice hahah

thanks for translation

Ayu really gives great encouragement. Hope the TA member gets over with it n doing fine now.

Ayu's truly amazing O_O !!

I hope all is well with this person ; ; though,

And thanks for the translation :) I appreciate it

Thanks for updating..so it concerned a suicide..glad everything has gone in the best way

Ayu's so great..^^
thank you so much for this translation!

wow..she does care ALOT for her fans.thanks god that nothing happen to that TA member

she's so sweet!

thank god that's all cleared up :yes
and Ayu sure is THE most concerned for her fans of all artists in the world :yes she's got a heart of gold :luv2

I'm glad she's feeling better and was able to help.

Ayu truly does care about her fans. This is why I love that woman so much. Glad to hear everything turned out OK. Thanks for the translation~

Ayu has a heart of Gold!
She loves her fans and we love Ayu! :D

Woot for a-nation! :D

I hope this fan wasn't really going to committ suicide and just wanted attention from anyone. =\ Sad for Ayu to be so concerned, what with everything else she has going on, but I'm glad she cares.

Thanks for the translation!

I'll be sad too if I'm in Ayu's shoes.

I'm glad to read that
thanks for sharing

thanks for translation

thanks!