Ayumi Hamasaki Sekai - Dir en Grey in my town, I'm sooo stupid T

I cannot believe in my own stupidity. I had a ticket for german concert of Dir en Grey but because of a car accident I couldn't go to germany at all. Last Sunday (12.08) a friend from the capital came to my town for a metal concert festival. We had some time before so we went to shopping center and I was stunned how many japanese, chinese and other asian people we met there. At 3pm I saw her off to the concert hall and went home.

Today I posted sth on deviantart and that friend of mine wrote me a comment that the person I drew looks much like one guy from Dir en Grey who performed at the concert last week.

I'm like O________________________o right now. I thought it's impossible that a band like Dir en Grey would ever came to my country! what's more to my home town!!!! Why didn't I check their whole tour??? (well, as far as I remember I did but there really was nothing closer than germany)

I feel like T_T I'm going to eat the whole chocolate I find at home, I'm sooooooo stupid :headache :headache :headache If only I found those asian suspicious I could still get ticket and go, if only I saw one poster on our concert hall that would mention their name I could have still gone......

Can you feel my frustration? It's not Ayu, but still....

I guess I need some biiru to get through it, lol. I just can't believe it...