I know! Man if I was a japanese fan and heard about someone close to ayu passing away, I would've scoured the internet and newspapers for obituaries trying to connect them to people she's talked about. It's hard for us because there's a language barrier, and I know it's not our place to be curious over this, but ayu put these lyrics out for us and for herself, to tell us she's hurting. I think we just want to understand her pain a little better, to better connect to her as fans in a more personal way, not the 'kawaii ayu' we see on her tv spots. Not only that, but there are some people in the thread who've done a 180 on liking this song through seeing who it was meant for. I think we just want some answers is all.
Reading through that All Night Nippon and believing it's Natsuki who passed made me so close to tears though.
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