I honestly can't believe this. When I have ear infections, mostly in my left ear, I can't stand being deaf for a week/two weeks--I can't imagine to not have it entirely! Poor Ayu, I really don't know how I feel about her pursuing more tours or things that may make it a little worse. I feel like she's not putting her own needs ahead of her career, and while it's admirable to see her dedication, all I want for Ayu is what's best
for Ayu.
I've never wanted to give her a hug and a warm cup of tea more than I have now

She's had such a horrible year, and now this?