Quote:
Originally Posted by Ichigo1010
私はこの現実を受けとめた。
i've accepted the facts
そして、絶望なんてしていないし、希望の光がさしてる
and.. i do not felt frustrated. what i saw in front of me is the light of hope.
事を、どうか解って欲しい。
so i hope everyone will understand me.
何故なら、みんなが私の左耳になってくれるって
言ってくれたじゃない。
the reason is.. aren't you guys said you all wanted to be my left ear?
もっともっと聞こえるように、叫んでくれるって
言ってくれたじゃない。
and aren't you guys said you all will scream as loud as possible? to make me hear you all?
ね。
だから、私は残された右耳くんと共に、いくよ。
so from now on,, i'll keep on with my 'right ear' chan.
無理なんてしてない。
i'm not forcing myself
それが私にとっての幸せなの。
because it is part of my hapiness.
and she said please do not worry about her. she'll keep moving forward..
GAHAHAHA worst translation ever... X_X gomenasai~
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To add the first part (REALLY rough translation, some parts I didn't quite get):
Because of the staggering amount of messages from everybody, I've come around once again.
Umm...Excuse me...well....
I am always, as well as I can, in my own words, plan on portraying my own frank feelings to everybody.
That is, I felt that everybody came to understand.
Um. So, I believe in that.
So, to write, huh.
I did not explain to my loved family members or staff, I only concealed. this matter in my heart.
No, strictly speaking, it's different.
I only told Mama (the Mika John thing).
I came to lose hearing in my left ear.
I thought I should go to the hospital, as I came to feel the accident to the reliability to my ear.
That is to fault the ear monitor, to somehow make a new one, the people around said.
Honestly, at the time when the hospital's sensei said it was too late to repair, my face turned pure white.
Speaking my mind and holding nothing back, somewhere in my core, as long as the time to have the correction, until I could here, why not I felt.
But, it was different.
I remember the sensei's eyes at that moment, even now.
Regretful and apologetic....
So, I smiled.
However without understanding, I smiled, yes! I smiled.
I surrounded myself with my loved staff, they fell silent in the hospital room.
But, this story, please I wish for you not to be pessimistic.
I've accepted the facts.
And...I do not feel frustrated. What I saw in front of me is the light of hope.
So I hope everyone will understand me.
The reason is...you guys said you all wanted to be my left ear?
And didn't you all say you will scream as loud as possible to make me hear you all?
So from now on, I'll keep on with my 'right ear' chan.
I'm not forcing myself, because it is part of my happiness.
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Ok, the translation posted just before this makes a lot more sense, and is more complete.
