I think, all ayu wanted to say was that she keep on her decision to keep singing no matter what happen (left ear problem), although she did had suggestions/comments from somebody (maybe her fans,friends,press,producer,staff,etc), concerning her problem, maybe they suggested ayu to end her career or something like that...
I'm very glad ayu had made a decision to keep makes us (her fans) happy, and i hope this makes her happy too