I just finished watching the documentary today and was quite confused by something. There's a part towards the end where Ayu's slow getting to the stage after putting her feathers on. Her staff are yelling at her that she should be on the stage "now!" but Ayu just sits there and breaks into tears before rushing off. Her reasoning for this is kind of unclear, as she says (and I'm quoting the subs here):
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I was confused myself. When I put on the feathers, I felt that my heart broke into pieces. My heart broke suddenly and even I broke into tears. I felt unbearable as there are too many worries in me. That is an extremely scary feeling. Even though I am worried and uncomfortable, I can't voice it out! I am scared but I can't say that I am scared. So I told myself not to cry! I asked myself if I did it correctly or is it the right way to do it. But at the same time, I told myself, "This is not the time to think about these things." Suddenly I felt confused and despite that, I still need to go up on stage. Once I am up there, I can only sing with a smile. It is then when I get to see the staff members and I feel more comfortable. On that first day, I felt like doing something because of the band members and fans who love me.
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Even with the subs I had no idea what was going on. What do you think she was worried about?
Feel free to move this into enquiries, but I think it fits in with overall discussion as an open-ended question rather than a specific one.