[mimika]

I think that means a speech you make during a funeral in memory of someone

I think it's a speech that ayu tries to make for her dad...there was a rumour that ayu's dad died during the time when the memorial address album was made

remember one of the booklet pics, with a mirror and ayu wrote a date with lipsticks on the mirror? it was rumoured that that date is the date that ayu's dad died

remember the lyrics which says she was waken up by a phone call of bad news? it probalby means ayu got notified of her dad's death

a very interesting note is that there is no lyrics printed in the booklet for this song, and at the beginning of the song, a male voice said please listen, it's like an introduction of the speech, and the purpose of not having lyrics printed is like a speech at the funeral where you dun get a copy of the speech, and it makes you listen more carefully since u dun have the printed version of the speech