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It's been almost a year since I discovered Ayumi Hamasaki...

She has changed my life dramatically. I now lead a happier life. I'm more confident.

There's one problem.

I used to get this "feeling" whenever I used to listen to her music, but now I feel nothing. It's been making me so sad.

I remember when I listened to rainy day, fairyland, or INSPIRE and thought, "Hell yeah, this is Ayumi Hamasaki." My heart would fill up with jubilance.

Now, when I listen to her music, I hear only music.

Am I making any sense? What should I do? I'm too obsessed, aren't I?

Have any of you experienced the same?