[aura~]

mmm I can't understand what you are feeling... i know ayu since 2003 end, and since the first moment I was in love with her! there was no other but her! But with time I learned how to listen ayu the way it is: she is a singer and her lyrics, her songs, her performances make me happy, I've learned a lot of thing from her lyrics... But I listen other singers also, no only ayu... even Ayu is the SPECIAL ONE, it will never change!! But ayu's music and lyrics have the meaning we want to give them.

So I don't think we have to stop listening sad or dark songs because we aren't sad... I can listen music that aren't connected with my animic status...

Also I don't thing her lastest songs lost the ayu feeling... Ayu have changed and her songs are a Mirror to the ayu who is writing this song... a mirror to the moment she wrote it... no more...

idk.. maybe you only have to think about ayu's song in another way... only one year... is like you have absorved all ayu music, all ayu music from this 10 years in only one... take a break to rediscover Ayu ^^