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Ah, I thought you meant she was ONLY being random & talking nonsense. At least you see that the nod is there. But I don't think she's just joking around based on rumors. She probably would if tabloids were talking about this, and if alot of TA messages were asking about it she'd probably say "I'm getting alot of messages from everyone asking 'Are you dating Midoring?'" to preface anything on the subject.
The way ayu's hinted at stuff before (stuff she was happy about anyway), she'd sorta talk like she was joyfully & mischievously dancing around the subject (like in my head it literally looks like she's skipping happily, lol), and then once she was allowed to give the details, she'd be like "GUESS WHAT? Awesome thing!! YAY!" not unlike her CDL announcement. Compare this too the tongue-in-cheek "DJ Ozma (my future lover, hahaha)" that she said in a previous message, and her flat-out since-deleted admission of "Shuya and I are NOT dating!!" and she & her staff finding it so completely ridiculous that the rumor about her & shuya would spread at all.
Ayu's just treating this situation very very differently, which gives alot of us reason to believe that she's really with Midoring, really happy, but not sure how much she should give away because she's not sure how everyone will react to it.
I'm not calling anyone who doubts it anti-gay or stupid or anything horrible like that, but I have to ask - those of you who don't think ayu is with Midoring, how many of you are anti-gay? How many of you are totally 100% sure that ayu could never be in a gay relationship? And how many are instead sorta hoping ayu & Midoring are together but don't want to get your hopes up? And be honest, both with yourselves and with me.
I'd be willing to hazard a guess that it's WAY more "ayu could never be gay, no way, if she is I'll freak out" people than "I dunno, i'm just being cautious and don't want to jump to conclusions" people.
I'm not saying ayu is 100% for sure in love with Midoring, I'm just saying it's entirely possible, and we shouldn't discount it as a possibility.
This was a really long-winded way of saying "keep an open mind, we'll see what ayu tells us."
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