今日は、みんなに謝らなければならない事があります。
一昨日、過労により、貧血をおこし、かなり高い場所から落下してしまいました。
その際に、右手に損傷を負ってしまいました。
慌てて昨日、手術を受けて来たのですが、痛みに関して言えば、
３週間ほどで治まるとの事でした。
こんな大変で大切な時期に、私の自己管理能力の至らなさから、
このようなアクシデントを起こしてしまった事、本当に悔しく、無念
な思いでいっぱいです。
そして何より、みんなに申し訳ない気持ちでいっぱいです。
本当にごめんなさい。
まだ、マイクを持つ事すら出来ない状態な為、今夜、歌わせて頂く
予定だったMUSIC STATIONへの出演は、やむなく断念する事に
なりました。
MUSIC STATIONスタッフの皆様、あゆスタッフの皆、そして今夜の
放送を楽しみにしていてくれたみんな、多大なるご迷惑、ご心配を
おかけする事態となってしまった事、本当に本当に申し訳ありませ
んという言葉しか、今は出て来ません。。。
自分の治癒力を信じ、願い、日々を過ごして行こうと思っています。
この１０周年という１年間は、最後の最後まで、たくさんの試練の
連続なのだなぁと、改めて感じています。
でもきっと全て、神様が、今この１０年目にして、あえて幾つもの
試練を私に与えて下さっていて、逃げずに向き合い、これらを全て
乗り越えられたら、その先には綺麗に広がる空がある、、、そんな
事を教えられているような気がしています。
もっと、もっと、強く、優しくなれる、と。
手術は、、、とてもこわかった。
でも、麻酔を打って、効き始めるまでの間、番長が私の手をぎゅっと
握っててくれてたんだ。
それはそれは、心強いものでした。
それからどの位の時間が経ったのかはハッキリ解らないけれど、
気付くと麻酔が切れていて、だんだん激しい痛みが襲ってきたけれ
ど、執刀して下さった先生が笑顔で「もう大丈夫ですよ」と言って下
さった瞬間、張りつめてた気持ちが一気に緩んで泣き出しそうに
なってしまいました。
credits:ayufans
I have something important to inform all of you today.
Due to fatigue, which resulted in low blood pressure, I fell from a rather high place. My right hand was injured.
I had an operation yesterday and I was told that I will need at least 3 weeks before I can recover fully.
At this critical moment, I didn’t take good care of myself, I feel horrible.
And I terribly sorry to all of you.
Truly sorry.
I have to cancel tonight’s MS performance as I can't hold a mike.
I’m sorry to cause so much trouble to all the MS staff and my staff as well as those who have been waiting to see me perform. I’m sorry to make you all worry, and I really have nothing to say besides apologizing.
I hope to recover my confidence and pray for a fast recovery.
Once again, this 1 year, my 10th anniversary, it seems to be filled with various difficulties.
But then again, it also tells me that all these will make me stronger.
The operation... It's too horrible.
thank god for the anesthetics
But once the anesthetics are gone, the pain return, but when the doctor said 'it's fine', I finally calm down, nearly cried.
If you can provide a better translation... please do
Other news regarding her fall
http://headlines.yahoo.co.jp/hl?a=20...503-sanspo-ent
http://www.avex.co.jp/j_site/press/2009/081226_3.pdf
http://natalie.mu/news/show/id/12100
http://www.barks.jp/news/?id=1000045975
http://www.sanspo.com/geino/news/081...1226004-n1.htm
http://news.livedoor.com/article/detail/3955531/
Quote:
Originally Posted by miskiq
Ayumi Hamasaki injures hand; in doubt for Red and White Singing Contest
Saturday 27th December, 11:59 AM JST
TOKYO —
Singer Ayumi Hamasaki, 30, has injured her right hand, and with only four days to go until NHK’s Red and White Singing Contest, she is in a race against time to recover and take to the stage to lead off the New Year’s Eve show. NHK announced Friday the order of songs for New Year’s Eve, and it would be the first time in the show’s history if the opening artist were to be unable to perform.
According to her agency Avex Group, Hamasaki fell down the stairs at her apartment on Wednesday and injured her right hand. Staff took her to hospital where she received medical attention, and on Thursday she underwent surgery. Hamasaki later had to cancel her live performance at TV Asahi’s “Music Station Super Live 2008” on Friday night. Her doctors say the injury will take three weeks to heal, and her fall was caused by anemia exacerbated by fatigue.
Hamasaki wrote on her blog: “I can’t even hold a microphone. I’m really upset and truly sorry I couldn’t make it to ‘Music Station.’” In addition to the Red and White Singing Contest, she is scheduled to perform on the 30th and 31st at Yoyogi National Stadium. “I just have to believe in my strength, and hope my body can heal before then,” she wrote.
Shin Ishihara, chief producer of the Red and White Singing Contest, said: “We wanted to open the show in a certain style and Hamasaki was going to do that for us. But now we’ll have to wait and see.”
Rehearsals will be held on Monday, where it will become clear if Hamasaki will open the New Year’s Eve show as scheduled.
source: http://www.japantoday.com/category/e...inging-contest
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