I feel really sad for Ayu

I mean... she can't even go outside peacefully... she is working hard for her fans, she went outside, to shibuya, risking herself (she is only one little woman with 70 bodyguards in front of 8000 people) because she knows her fans are happy seeing her and knows that she causes panic in the streets, she is fighting to give the osaka fans another performance, and suddenly appears all thi issue...
I mean... I put myself in ayu's situation, I would be really really sad... so sad that I wouldn't be able to put it into words...