I FOUND HER !!!! in a DUTCH record store in my own small city!! what the freaking hell!! The national chains don't have her of course, but this is an individual record store so they can choose to import American releases, and they did!!
my heart skipped a beat and I started screaming at my friend "OMG THEY HAVE UTADA!! THEY HAVE UTADA!!"
I made him buy it as well
I wanted to buy it myself, but I'm absolutely broke. But it's ok, I have the Japanese version. I took a picture:
http://img35.imageshack.us/my.php?image=dsc01452x.jpg