Ayu is everywhere... she's my phone's wallpaper and screensaver... she's on my Mac wallpaper... and if you know me, you know Ayu.
But it's not really a girly thing. Most people think I love her in the sexual way, so they don't think or know I'm gay.
No really, I don't feel effeminate for liking Ayu... it's just another singer imo... so it wouldn't hold too much of a difference.