I have a wierder outlook on life compared to other guys i guess?~ Im always the one who wants to help people and stay out of trouble~ Or either, im the guy who always wants to be friendly to the "mean" teachers when all the other guys purposely make them mad. I kind of believe that the word "love" and "compassion" arent seen so clearly by most guys/men because most guys think that they are the "Superior" ones....(with women/girls being the "lower" people of the population) ~ for me, its like the opposite, im not saying i understand those two words completely, but i do have a feeling of what those two words mean. Most guys would say that being sensitive or compassionate towards something is "gay", but really, without those traits, how can you truly be sucessful in life? i think its just natural for any guy to like things that girls like~ To me, i've always seen girls (most, but not all) as the ones who are more sincere about things, showing that they know life's true meaning to a higher extent than most of the guys ive met and seen. So, this brings up the question, do i feel effeminate for liking Ayu? My answer is no. I think it takes a more mature and understanding type of guy to understand and really feel lyrics that Ayu puts out into the world.
(wow, i...havent wrote that much in a while, but ive been waiting for someone to post something like this......)