I've been such a stupid person. I got the stupid tinnitus or whatever it's called, that same condition Ayu has. I didn't get it on purpose. I just wanted to listen to my music has loud as possible and the result was tinnitus. And lately it has been even worse and I hate the stupid thing. It's worse on my left ear for some reason.
I have learnt to listen to my music for a couple of hours, not the whole day long and volume numbers are 50 and nothing else. I use earphones for my cellphone (volume 40-50 I'm not sure), and on computer I either use loud speakers or headphones (Volume 45-50). It's sad that the only computer we have is in living room and that means I can't use loud speakers. Lately I haven't listened to music almost at all. But I like music. It's relaxing and inspiring. <3
But anyhoo, I hate tinnitus. I regret the fact that I listened to the music so loud it broke my ears. :< I'm not sure about my right ear but I know that left ear isn't working so well anymore as it used to.
But I can assure you that I'm not a hardcore Ayu fan who wants to become half deaf just like her. No offence but I just had to say this because I know some people might think I want to do that. I have ever been a hardcore Ayu fan. >:3 The one I really love is that beautiful girl on my ava and siggy~
