I saw this on あらま!:
Ayumi Hamasaki apologizes for evolution performance at Best Artist 2009
Ayumi Hamasaki apologizes for her evolution performance at Best Artist 2009 in a message posted in her fanclub. Here is the translation of that entry.
"For me as a singer, today's evolution was for me my personal worst.
There is no excuse. At any rate, it's mortifying. I'm sorry.
It seems like I've still got a lot to work on. I've really got to pull it together."
source: dillpops @
http://jpopmusic.com/forums/ for the translation and ayu's fanclub