[MissElin_]

Yesyes of course it was painful to break up after so many years. But just because some fans make some videos with some sad music in it doesnt make the break up more sad then it was you know...? I remember pretty clear what she wrote in that message. It was heartbreaking but yet it had some hope to it. When love begins to become more friendly then lovley then you shouldnt stay there. And if you simply think to diffrent to make it work, no you shouldnt stay in there either.

Im kind of always on Ayus team when it comes to this. And I know that alot of japanese agrees with me. Ppl said "the only bad thing ayu have done during her carrier was to get together with him. He's really bad. Drugs and so on." etc etc.

Btw, many ppl react diffrent after these kind of things. My two best friends lost their parents in cancer but they still went to school the day after. Not that they where less sad. Just that thats how they managed to go on with their life. Thats how they could recover from the sadness at its very best. Probably Ayu felt the same way after the break up. She kept on going, doing things she like, just to move on and recover.

Anyway, very very heartbreaking, naturally. But Im glad to see Ayu on her feets, happy and strong today. ^__^