I sometimes get so freaked out when I come here and see impatient posts from Ayu fans.

I'm not saying it's a bad thing. My fangirl side probably feels the same so I can kinda understand how everyone feels.
One thing I don't understand is that some people are freaking out of her sexiness. I think it's cool. Ayu is an adult for heaven's sake. I'm sure she has the bad girl side behind that pretty face. LOL.