[oji-i-san]

Here's my second try
Mine is not affected by maikaru's translation yet
and I want to check how I can improve mine when I have time.

Spoiler:

変化はとても素敵な事だけど
自分を失くすって意味じゃない
根っこにあるこれまでもこれからも
貫ける自分があってこそ
Change is what's very fine
but it doesn't mean losing yourself
It has a point
only if you can hold on to what you have
in your root until now and from now


確かに限界を感じて何もかもに背を向けて
うずくまっていた日々もあったけれど
Certainly there were days
when I felt the limit,
turned my back to everything, and crouched

もう迷ったりしない　
後悔なんて無い
I won't get lost
There'll be no regret

あなたと出会うのは運命だったの
It was my destiny that I meet up with you

あたしである意味を
存在する意義を
与えて教えてくれるのはいつもあなただから
The meaning of my being
The significance of my existing
The one who gives them and teaches them to me is always you
and that's why

だけどね時々顔も見たくないくらい
憎たらしい日もあるから
もう二度とこの視界に入らないで
なんて思うこともあるの
However sometimes
I feel hatred that makes me not want to see your face
I even hope that your face would never come into my sight

だからって離れてしまえるわけでもない
結局どんな時も一番そばにいて欲しい
Nevertheless I can't step away
After all I want you first by my side anytime

重力に押されて　
引力に引かれて
Pushed by gravity
Pulled by attraction force

あなたと出会うのは必然だったの
It was a consequent that I meet up with you

何も逆らえない　
敬服するしかない
Cannot go against anything
Cannot do anything but respect

わかってる　あなた無しの私は私じゃない
I know that without you I'm not me

もし完璧なメロディーがあるなら
あたしはまだ出会いたくない
Should there be a perfect melody,
I wouldn't like to meet up with it yet

もう迷ったりしない　
後悔なんて無い
I won't get lost
There'll be no regret

あなたと出会うのは運命だったの
It was my destiny that I meet up with you

あたしである意味を
存在する意義を
与えて教えてくれる　あなたが
The meaning of my being
The significance of my existing
You, who gives them and teaches them to me, ...

重力に押されて　
引力に引かれて
Pushed by gravity
Pulled by attraction force

あなたと出会うのは必然だったの
It was a consequent that I meet up with you

何も逆らえない
敬服するしかない
Cannot go against anything
Cannot do anything but respect

わかってる　あなた無しの私は私じゃない
I know that without you I'm not me