[waterballoon]

. no. just no. Can someone... tell me that this is a dream?

I've only been a fan of TVXQ for a few months; starting from August 2009 due to Ayu's fangirl moments in a-nation... but even in that few months, I've learned and discovered a lot of things, including my selfish perspectives of boybands in the past...

If there's that one line that has helped me sometimes, it's "Always keep the faith".

Knowing that the lawsuit scandal has already begun since last September... it's almost like this day was inevitable, but every day, without anything officially announced, I've been convincing myself that nothing bad would happen... but finally it did, I guess.

I'm really speechless and heartbroken over the whole thing but... I'm hoping for the best... these 5 boys are so talented; whether in singing and dancing, that they will continue to shine in the future, I believe in that.

Always keep the faith~