i used to be rather crazy. Now, even though I spend more money on her (because her
extra special unneeded limited first press versions force me to) it feels way different.
I used to be
all about Ayu, haha. I downloaded every performance possible, magazine scans, music videos, etc. I suppose now that I have a laptop instead of a desktop computer, my priorities have changed haha. (Or I've just falled out of that phase
)
I do miss the years when I was crazy for everything she put out though.
Being a new fan was so much fun. Because you're able to go and instantly download old things and get "new" performances and such. Now that I've seen everything, I can only wait for new stuff haha.