I love Chon-san so very much...
-I still call her Chon-san
-I (frequently) have dreams about us being friends and hanging out together
-About 70% of my iPod is Ayu
-I learned Japanese to understand her
-My computer desktop is ALWAYS Ayu
-I bought the new LUMIX ZX-1 camera last Xmas just because Ayu promotes Panasonic
-I will bedazzle a giant pink "A" symbol on the back of my phone and get an Ayu ringtone
-If I was the kind of person to get a tattoo I'd get a matching "A" tattoo with the wing and the half-heart exactly like the one her ex had to mirror hers
-I think about her 24/7
-I would seriously consider spending the rest of my life finding Ayu, meeting her and telling her how much I love her