[primavera♥]

Cmon AHS better not close. But this is why I said I hope ayu doesn't retire. Then the hikki thread here might permanently die and I will miss it

@haikudasai: I agree about the fan thing. I mean she's not a painter. She is a popular musician. I love artists that care about their fans and don't just disregard them as lower beings. They're trying to get they're message across to us (except for artists who just do it for not very inspiring reasons)
I kinda feel bad for japanese fans. She hasn't released japanese works since. 2008 and now 5 new songs and a long haitus. No japanese tour? Like okay there hikki
But a womans gotta do what a womans gotta do.

Maybe in all the spare time she has she just doesn't do anything? Idk. She has been pampered and safe her whole life so maybe its time to step outside of a comfort zone
Its not like ayu who was a high school drop out, lived on her own blah blah blah and was a women
Hikki...well...she was my age and honestly if I were in her situation itd be weird. I like schooling (I don't want to live life uneducated on history and art and music) and living everyday life experiences and just growing up an average girl.
Whatever reasons she has she has the right to have them as she's a human too.

If she doesn't feel its her constant duty to inspire and make music for her fans then that's all her and how she feels
And well just suffer or be happy, yeah?