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Originally Posted by ren0210989
personally, i was sooo happy for you jorge when Ayu gave you so much attention, all the mentioning, the MC thing and all. you're like the luckiest fan alive, EVER! and not just the ayu thing, i mean, i doubt that any fan in the world was ever been that noticed by his/her idol, EVER!!!!
but when the thing with Ayu not coming to spain a few months ago happened, i wanted to punch and beat the crap out of you man. you whined so damn much, you were lit. hysterical about it! i saw it as disrespect and thought you were ungrateful. i could be wrong here, but i think you and miki spammed the hell out of twitter that time, and whined waaay too much, (i could be wrong, and all but, it was a while ago so i don't remember it all, n i apologize if i didn't mention someone or mentioned the wrong person) if it were not you guys, i'd think it was just some idiot fans trying to get pitiful attention from Ayu. i mean c'mon, you got so much attention from her, Ayu even wore your country's jersey/T-shirt on her tour!!! that's like... WOW! the greatest thing anyone could do to show how much she/he cares for that country and how much respect she has for Spain. and it's all thanks to YOU!!! you should all be honored as hell.
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look, I'll always say the same, I chose Ayumi and she chose me, whom was with me in London knows me and know as I am, you're not going to believe me but it was HERSELF who ask to Stan-chan to take our photo together, it was HERSELF who during first day using twitter call for my name asking wtf was I... (thanks aura & gigi for helping with this while I was sleeping xD)... it was HERSELF who call for my name in this MC or remembering me in Yahoo! interview... that's why I'll be eternally grateful to her, she did all this because she wanted to do it so I don't feel guilty or anything, it was her OWN decision and I think all of you should respect her decision.
1. I've never spammed her, when I've something to say I'll send her about 1 or 2 tweets by day, you will never see me sending some repeated tweet, I respect people who does so but I don't like spam.
2. I remember that night, you're right, I was upset with avex (not with her) when she said could not come to Spain, I was feeling down because really was waiting to see Ayumi in my country in less than one week... can you understand my frustration? I have never disrespected her, I just sent her ONE tweet trying to know what was the reason why could not come here because she said me that really wanted to come here... now we all know what was the reason (shooting PV's and recording songs in LA) => that was supposed to be done before a-nation but... yes, I went mad blaming avex for changing the plans. Many people was happy when said that would not come to Spain, that made me feel even sadder, but hey, I'll never give up, Spain loves her and she loves our country so I know surely some day will come...
3. day after I apologize her for blaming avex through TA message and also twitter. I know was wrong, everyone makes mistakes and I regret a lot of that reaction.
I know there are people that hates me, that will not change, also know there are many more people loves me, what I call my real friends, I know who they are... everyone of us have our own lives, focus on enjoying Ayumi, enjoy her music, I can't do anything, as all of you I also love her so much and you can be sure I'll be grateful to her ALWAYS for everything she has done for me, she knows it.