Originally Posted by crea_spain
look, I'll always say the same, I chose Ayumi and she chose me, whom was with me in London knows me and know as I am, you're not going to believe me but it was HERSELF who ask to Stan-chan to take our photo together, it was HERSELF who during first day using twitter call for my name asking wtf was I... (thanks aura & gigi for helping with this while I was sleeping xD)... it was HERSELF who call for my name in this MC or remembering me in Yahoo! interview... that's why I'll be eternally grateful to her, she did all this because she wanted to do it so I don't feel guilty or anything, it was her OWN decision and I think all of you should respect her decision.
1. I've never spammed her, when I've something to say I'll send her about 1 or 2 tweets by day, you will never see me sending some repeated tweet, I respect people who does so but I don't like spam.
2. I remember that night, you're right, I was upset with avex (not with her) when she said could not come to Spain, I was feeling down because really was waiting to see Ayumi in my country in less than one week... can you understand my frustration? I have never disrespected her, I just sent her ONE tweet trying to know what was the reason why could not come here because she said me that really wanted to come here... now we all know what was the reason (shooting PV's and recording songs in LA) => that was supposed to be done before a-nation but... yes, I went mad blaming avex for changing the plans. Many people was happy when said that would not come to Spain, that made me feel even sadder, but hey, I'll never give up, Spain loves her and she loves our country so I know surely some day will come...
3. day after I apologize her for blaming avex through TA message and also twitter. I know was wrong, everyone makes mistakes and I regret a lot of that reaction.
I know there are people that hates me, that will not change, also know there are many more people loves me, what I call my real friends, I know who they are... everyone of us have our own lives, focus on enjoying Ayumi, enjoy her music, I can't do anything, as all of you I also love her so much and you can be sure I'll be grateful to her ALWAYS for everything she has done for me, she knows it.
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