[LizBrazil]

Originally Posted by emiko

You guys are not getting the point about Neme at all.

You really think she's attention seeking?



You guys are the ones who give her attention.

Nemesisyume does what she wants, when she wants, at whatever whim she has, and it has nothing to do with any of you. She couldn't care less about you, or any consequences to any of her actions.

That's Nemes. Think about it.

In any case, yes, you guys are acting like she killed a baby seal. And she didn't. She was just being herself.

I never said I was going to defend her, nor do I see her disposition as an excuse for her behavior.

I just said, it's not that big a deal.

But don't worry about it. The reaction was expected.

That's exactly the reason why I don't like her and removed her from my friends both on facebook and twitter. It was way back in March I think, when I was sick and she left me a message that hurted me. Maybe if I wasn't sick, I could have seen the humor in it, but I didn't find it amusing at all. I don't like people who don't think about the consequences of their words and actions towards other people. In real life there are consequences for what you say and do, even though there is freedom of speech (e.g. call your boss a racist and you're fired). But that's my opinion. I have a lot of AHS friends who are still friends with her and I don't care about that as long as I am not involved.

Originally Posted by crea_spain

look, I'll always say the same, I chose Ayumi and she chose me, whom was with me in London knows me and know as I am, you're not going to believe me but it was HERSELF who ask to Stan-chan to take our photo together, it was HERSELF who during first day using twitter call for my name asking wtf was I... (thanks aura & gigi for helping with this while I was sleeping xD)... it was HERSELF who call for my name in this MC or remembering me in Yahoo! interview... that's why I'll be eternally grateful to her, she did all this because she wanted to do it so I don't feel guilty or anything, it was her OWN decision and I think all of you should respect her decision.

1. I've never spammed her, when I've something to say I'll send her about 1 or 2 tweets by day, you will never see me sending some repeated tweet, I respect people who does so but I don't like spam.

2. I remember that night, you're right, I was upset with avex (not with her) when she said could not come to Spain, I was feeling down because really was waiting to see Ayumi in my country in less than one week... can you understand my frustration? I have never disrespected her, I just sent her ONE tweet trying to know what was the reason why could not come here because she said me that really wanted to come here... now we all know what was the reason (shooting PV's and recording songs in LA) => that was supposed to be done before a-nation but... yes, I went mad blaming avex for changing the plans. Many people was happy when said that would not come to Spain, that made me feel even sadder, but hey, I'll never give up, Spain loves her and she loves our country so I know surely some day will come...

3. day after I apologize her for blaming avex through TA message and also twitter. I know was wrong, everyone makes mistakes and I regret a lot of that reaction.

I know there are people that hates me, that will not change, also know there are many more people loves me, what I call my real friends, I know who they are... everyone of us have our own lives, focus on enjoying Ayumi, enjoy her music, I can't do anything, as all of you I also love her so much and you can be sure I'll be grateful to her ALWAYS for everything she has done for me, she knows it.

I remember Stan-chan saying Ayu wanted us to give her gifts or letters ourselves, because she likes to remember (the face of) who gave it to her. And it's true, when I gave her something in London, she looked at what I gave her and then looked at me for a second before moving on to other fans. Because there were many fans and she had to hurry, we couldn't talk. When Jorge, Gigi, Aura (and Jaro & his girlfriend, but they aren't Spanish) were there, there was only them and Ayu could actually ask them questions and talk to them. Don't you think it was something special for both the fans as for Ayu? I'm always happy if one of my friends gets a reply from Ayu, it makes me just as happy as I would receive one from her. I remember people were also jealous with tasking (and sent her awful messages), because she got 3 replies from Ayu in one or two days. Tasking left twitter for a while, because she was sick of those awful messages. Isn't that just pathetic? Be happy Ayu created a twitter, so she could talk to us. And don't be jealous if someone receives more tweets from Ayu than you did, because that's just pathetic. You have to believe that one day she will reply to you and then it will happen. I said this to a friend and a week later she got a reply from Ayu