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This is just an article but I kinda sad reading this :

Utada Hikaru holds back tears at her final concert before hiatus

Fans screamed to her, “Thank you Hikki” and “We will be waiting for you!“, to which Utada answered, “Will you still call me ‘Hikki’ even when I become an old lady? Well, I will look forward for it – let’s meet again at a live when I become an old lady.”

Holding back tears, she also told fans, “It’s not that I’m retiring, but when I think about not being able to hold any more lives for a while…“. Choked by overwhelming emotions, Utada was unable to finish her sentence.