[emikoishida]

This is going too fast. It just is. I'm trying to be happy for Ayu, but...gahhh. It's just so odd. I was sleeping over at my friend's house yesterday for new years (who is also a fan of Ayu) and I had told her the news the night before. And when I woke up I poked her and she rolled over and I was like "Did I tell you that Ayu was getting married?"

She's like "Yeah"

Me: Okay, I was just checking to see if it wasn't a dream.

And then we went back to sleep. But, seriously, does anyone not see how potentially bad this could end up? We all want Ayu to be, and she clearly is now, but will she be happy say...ten, two years from now? Getting married is pretty big, it's not like getting married on facebook. And Ayu may think Las Vegas is glamorous and all, but getting married in LAs Vegas to American people is the definition of trash.

She loves Mannie, but it seems like she's too busy to have time for him. I mean, if you really love a person, you should want to be with them and not your job. She knows she wants to work, but can't she take a month off in June or something or not do a-nation in August and then get married in Hawaii or something?

I don't doubt the loveshe has for him, but I worry about the aftereffects.