may I ask a question about all this?
I'm not sure if this is the right thread for it, but after what has happened the past day or so, I took things the wrong way and lost a lot more people. I kept reading what Ayu had said after coming home from a movie last night and got to thinking, "How does she do this? How can she be so calm and all while everything is falling apart?"
My thing is, I want to be a better person because of this. I had been depressed for far too long to let things get to me(of course, I still have the parents to worry about, but not for long.) I mean, how does it all start? How can I(or any/every one of us) can be like her or try to be?
Sorry if I'm not posting things right, but just thought I ask. This is me saying I want to change my life for the better.
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