[Andrenekoi]

Originally Posted by bluegie

I knew the beginning was about the fukuyama power plant. I got confused the other way around tho. I felt like ayu was going into the building to destroy something, because before they went into the building, the building was fine. Once they plugged the guitar and drums etc., the machine started breaking down.

I think the mv really talked about her life last year, like she wanna moved to the US with Mannie, but after the earthquake she stayed in Japan. In the end they divorced. I dun follow her twitter but you guys said that she had tweeted the mv was not about her divorce. This is the most confusing part...:p

Actually, it was this:

Some keywords from S Cawaii:

-The title "Party Queen" gives Ayu a sad feeling. (I believe Ayu has said in the past she is not a party person...?)
-There are zero happy love songs.
-call was originally the first song, she switched it. (Doesn't say why)
-Eyes, Smoke, Magic and the last LOVE were composed by Timmy, they are musical-esque.
-Return Road and Virgin Road have no relation, even though many people have asked her.
-Shake It♥ is "gay" sounding (?). The "girls" in the lyrics is in reference to gay men, and how they refer to themselves in that way.*
-Tell me why uses the very masculine form of "I", "ore", which the first time she has done so in her lyrics.

*She used the word オカマ/okama when referencing Shake It♥, if that helps anyone. In Japan, many feminine gay men use "atashi" when referring to themselves, which is the feminine way of saying "I" in Japanese.
**She also mentioned the song which she wrote in the airplane going to London, but...I don't remember which haha. I think it was reminds me, but I can't verify that until proper scans come out.

that was based on this aswer:

By the way, there seems to be many people who see the "road" in 「Return Road」 to be the same as the one in 「Virgin Road」, and draw a connection to your marriage and divorce. We as outsiders probably would not understand everything that has happened, and it is impossible to use our common opinion to explain an extraordinary life like ayu's.
"I've never wished for others to understand me. I aim to get through to others, to make them believe in me, but everyone is free to feel whatever they want from my songs."

as far as I remember she never twitted the songs arent related, did she?