Would have to be just after (m)u release to Secret release. I was just getting into Ayu and Startin/Born to be... was released. I had never, ever heard anything like BtB before, it just floored me. And the PV for Startin' was really fresh and new to me at that time, lol. Then Blue Bird/Beautiful Fighters came out and BF really connected with me, I was having a hard time in life finding my feet, and the lyrics and PV of that song really inspired me to look forward, even though I was hurting. Once Secret was out I couldn't believe how empty my life had felt before Ayu was in it. True story.