The entry was officially translated to english and I suppose that ayu wana pass this message to international fans too.
Quote:
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Originally Posted by ayu
Of course, every person is different.
And because every person lives by and makes his or her own choices I do not think I have the ability or the right to judge the choices they make.
However, those things that jump up in front of me and get sucked into my eyes, and weather it be my brain, my feelings or even both of them, They always react immediately to the situation.
It's an indisputable fact that it is like shutting off, closing my cell phone in an instant to get away from this ugly, unpleasant reality.
And probably, one might think that it is easily wiped clean by an easily used and a very useful word called, “ Surprise ”.
As I probably said in the past, it’s better to be fooled --- than to fool someone.
It's much better to be betrayed --- than to betray someone.
I don’t want anyone to misunderstand; I am not angry with anyone but only angry with myself.
The anger is not meant towards anyone at all. I do not want anyone to attack with angry words to anyone.
Words are very hurtful and very complex, AND THEY LAST FOR A LONG TIME WHEN THEY HAVE BEEN SAID AND WORDS CAN NEVER BE TAKEN BACK ONCE THEY HAVE BEEN SAID.
ACTIONS ALWAYS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS.
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I think she's sad because she feels that someone/group closed to her was being used. Even though she feels that they had the right to make their own choice, she just couldn't close her eyes and kept thinking on this.
[And probably, one might think that it is easily wiped clean by an easily used and a very useful word called, “ Surprise ”.] This quote might be targeted at leslie for using surprise as an excuse for her present. He could just take a normal photo shot instead of making everybody nude again =.= Maybe she doesn't like being used as the excuse for leslie to get people naked for his photo shots.
Anyway, anybody had any idea where was this photo being released? Another photo book?