Many of the reasons people give here of why they are not as passionate fans of Ayu as they were, are so superficial! XD. It's like you discover she is a human been with ups and downs and that's why you don't like her as much as before. Also is kind of sad, but makes me actually appreciate her even more that before.
Maybe is because I understand life is never perfect, or because I started to like her back in 2012. So many of her problems with life and love are normal to me, it's life after all
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