He was always
so close to being transparent about how it affected him. Being a huge celebrity and idol, I can't imagine how restrained he must have felt over the years. He just couldn't talk about it without being shunned or patronized because he's supposed to "have it all", right? It never happens like that though.
And he was so goddamn beautiful. Like, he was one hell of a guy to look at along with being so talented.