I can't with this thread
I don't always love Ayu's clothes, but that's just my aesthetic. I don't know what she's feeling or what her intent is (if there is even any).
And sometimes one wears something thinking they look cute and they look back and think, "OMG what was I thinking?!?!". Like me today, thinking no one would notice my cat chewed my flip flops, and now looking at them like, "nahhhh I gotta throw these out, I look borderline homeless...".