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Originally Posted by Mirrorcle Monster
Also, when Ayu is performing there's still that fire in her eyes that she hasn't lost despite all the medical or technical issues. It's something she genuinely seems to enjoy doing
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I was really struck by her saying that the stage is the only place she really, truly exists.
Every day she's hit by "Is she retiring?" "Wow she's fat," "It's painful to think about her," "She doesn't sell," "Nobody likes her," "She's a has-been," from both fans and detractors. Her body is in some pain from the knee and ear. It wouldn't surprise me if she goes on stage to do what brings her joy in that circumstance.