[Delirium-Zer0]

I'm learning japanese for the express purpose of being able to buy all her biographies & magazines and translating them all so as to put her whole life story together.

I go on yahoo! auctions japan for pictures of rare stuff, mostly, so that i can put them on my site and tell you about all of them. I probably know about alot of stuff many fans have never heard of.

I can hear the differences between all three versons of "TO BE" that sound alike to the casual listener.

Ayupans just don't scare me. Never really have, even the frowny ones.

Show me a picture of ayu in concert and i can tell you what show it was and one of 2 or 3 songs it could be. For the older concerts i can tell you THE song it's from.

I download pretty much everything just because i don't have the money for all her releases, but i am fully intent on buying everything she's ever released, including concert goods, if i can find it all.

Also, becuase i do respect other ayu fans and i'm not selfish, i will only buy ONE of every really rare limited-edition cd ayu's released. I'm not gonna horde copies, preventing other appreciative ayu fans from having them. Because I understand.

I want to start an ayu cover band. The A TRIBUTE album is kind of a hopeful wannabe version of that, since i can't start my own band as things are, i'd like to hear other people covering the songs.

I'm a walking billboard for ayu, having made my own ayu-style fashions (camo shirt with a big white A on it, for example).

I've been working on my site for 4 1/2 years now, and i've been an ayu fan for 5 1/2. Crazy fan too; never was casual about it.

I'm completely insane.