^ actually, it was Ayu's will to hold the concert. ill, just after the fall she had had the previous dy at the rehersal, she returned
nobody expected it and Avex decided to take away the tickets and return the money
at that day it was announced there would be no concert, but ppl didn't go away.
they satyed. Ayumi came back.
concert started, no matter how badly her leg hurt.
didn't ya know?
the main point was that AYUMI WAS GOING TO RETIRE AFTER A BEST relase
[that was in NTV interview 2004, a must see

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thus explains a BOOM of magazine appearances and compo between her and Hikki
so, don't you understand why there was a tear?
not only to show the true self, but sayonara as well
Avex didn't let her go after the sucess of the album...