I was kind of upset when I read her (Ayu's) message last night, well really upset, because I didn't understand why we international fans have to be "left out" of her fan club. I understand how she feels close to the Japanese people, her people, but does that mean she doesn't care for her other fans? Maybe not so much her fans in Asia, but Europe and America's?
Maybe I am jumping to conclusions, it's just frustrating.
And personally, for her respect I'm not going to read her TA messages anymore.