First Ayu album since MY STORY I might not own!

[Zeke.]

So I have always been one for snatching Ayu's albums, no questions asked - CD+DVD (last year it was Limited Edition). Even the thought of not owning it - it was absurd. It's something I've always done and always wanted. This year I totally jumped for the Limited Edition, seeing as it was coming out before Christmas, and I have yearned for a pre-Christmas release so I can be as surprised with the final product on Christmas day as I was with MY STORY. I have held out on everything so far, ... but just cancelled my order with CDJapan. Reason being, my Mom told me she'd buy it but now is planning on getting me something else I "need" - (I think it's tires for my car - she said it's something to do with my car). So, I gave in and cancelled my order! I was planning on getting the CD version, but it's still like $50 with shipping.

Right now, I don't know what the point of me holding out is, but I still wish I could get the album on Christmas day. I just have some very high goals I am working toward and all my money needs to go toward my dream. Plus, years and years of Ayu albums/DVDs/photobooks and what do I have for it...? Something nice to look at for a few minutes.

It's a very sad day for me as an Ayu fan. It's tough that I won't be supporting her with this release.