walking proud - not perfect translation

[Shiso]

Please notice that this "translation" may be wrong! While waiting for masa-san's translation maybe someone will find this usefull!

"?" means I don't know what the verse means
"(?)" means I am not sure if I understand it correctly
The rest may be wrong too though

When my lips lied for the first time
It wasn’t because of something important
Not for anyone’s sake
It was only to protect foolish me
In the moment I realized it
So many lies were around me
That I couldn’t move anymore
?

I lift my head up and looked at the sky - It was beautiful
I thought of you
I looked back at the strong you
If only I could walk like that…

In the middle of that path I escaped from reality
I escaped pain
I am like this now, but once (?)
I just gave excuses that it’s all for the sake (?)
Of becoming the ideal me (?)
But I woke up (?)
?

Will this voice reach you?
Will it fill Your heart?
I walk to be
A guide-post of Your life