[A] A Research Paper on Ayu

LydenLeaf · #1 4th July 2010, 08:05 AM

Hello everyone and hello fellow Ayu fans! I'm currently a third year psychology student and my teacher gave me and my classmates an assignment to work on during the weekend. She told us specifically to research about someone who is an idol to us, someone who inspires us so much, and someone we look up to and try to figure out how that person presents his/herself to the world. It's more like a research on an idol's behavior.

Well..Ayu was the only person who came to mind so I thought about giving it a try. There are only about two other students I know who know Ayu too but I doubt they listen to her since they're more into Korean pop music. I know it'll be kind of awkward introducing Ayu to my classmates and teacher but I'm really determined to do a research paper on her since she's definitely someone I look up to and there are just so many reasons why I love her.

I've already done some research on her background and her pre-avex career but I think I need the thoughts of other fans as well. If it's okay, I'd like to ask a few questions.

1.) How long have you been a fan of Ayu? In how many ways has this musician/artist changed your life?
2.) Do you find yourself inspired/influenced by her? If so, can you name some instances?
3.) What can you say about her fashion tastes and music style(s)?
4.) What do you love the most about Ayu?
5.) How do you think Ayu presents herself to the world? Do you think she has an "edge" over others (who are in the same industry as hers)?
6.) Have you ever talked with Ayu? How was she like?
7.) Can you describe what her music is like?
8.) What kind of personality do you think she has? (Is she warm, friendly, etc.)
9.) What can you say about the people she works with? (The photographer, director, etc.)
10.) If you've been a fan of hers for more than two years now, do you believe that there has been a change in her personality in some ways over the past years of her career?
11.) Lastly, can you name some of your favorite songs by Ayu?

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I guess that's it then. I think I need additional informational too so if there's anything related to Ayu that you want to share, feel free to add it here. I'd also love any simple trivia tidbit. Thank you very much everyone!

I'll be using your answers as related literature for my project and I'll definitely give due credit to everyone who has been a part of this.Thank you very much in advance for the help, contribution, and your time!
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I've been a loyal fan of the empress of J-Pop music for over 4 years now and I'm not afraid to tell the world how much she means to me even if academics is involved. It'll be the first time too that my classmates and teacher(s) will hear of my music interests so I'm giving this my all.

panda♥ · #2 4th July 2010, 09:44 AM

1.) How long have you been a fan of Ayu? In how many ways has this musician/artist changed your life?
I've been a fan for ~6 years. Her music has helped me through hard times, specifically self confidence and family issues.

2.) Do you find yourself inspired/influenced by her? If so, can you name some instances?
I can play independent or Boys&Girls any day and my spirits will be instantly lifted.

3.) What can you say about her fashion tastes and music style(s)?
Ayu's fashion is constantly changing and I find myself loving just about all of her fashion choices to be honest.

4.) What do you love the most about Ayu?
How she never gives up. When she went completely deaf in her left ear, she kept going and hasn't given up any part of her singing career. When she sprained her wrist, she didn't give up and tried her hardest to perform and please her fans. No matter what bad things happen to her, she always has a good outlook on things which definitely transfers into her lyrics.

5.) How do you think Ayu presents herself to the world? Do you think she has an "edge" over others (who are in the same industry as hers)?
She definitely has a certain sound and edge that I've never found with any other artist. I can listen to her songs over and over again and never get bored.

6.) Have you ever talked with Ayu? How was she like?
I've never talked with her.

7.) Can you describe what her music is like?
Fun and inspiring are the first 2 words that come to mind.

8.) What kind of personality do you think she has? (Is she warm, friendly, etc.)
Passionate, bubbly, confident, sweet, friendly, loving.

9.) What can you say about the people she works with? (The photographer, director, etc.)
In my opinion she's chosen some bad photographers/directors, but that's just my opinion. People will always like things that you don't like.

10.) If you've been a fan of hers for more than two years now, do you believe that there has been a change in her personality in some ways over the past years of her career?
No, Ayu hasn't changed at all. Her style and music may change but as a person I think she's stayed the same. If anything, she's just matured through her experiences as anyone would.

11.) Lastly, can you name some of your favorite songs by Ayu?
My favorites are always changing. Some randoms I can name off the top of my head: independent, SIGNAL, kiss o' kill, monochrome

dartsofpleasure · #3 4th July 2010, 09:54 AM

Oooh cool project! Haha this is an assignment I wouldn't mind doing!

1.) How long have you been a fan of Ayu? In how many ways has this musician/artist changed your life?
- I've been an Ayu fan for just over 9 years. Right now, I'm a junior in college and basically owe my current life path to Ayu! After growing up listening to her songs, I became so deeply interested in the Japanese language so I could understand her lyrics. So I'm a Japanese major and plan on moving to Japan after I graduate! No other part of Japanese culture interested me growing up (I dislike anime, video games, etc) so this really is all because of Ayu!

2.) Do you find yourself inspired/influenced by her? If so, can you name some instances?
- Her lyrics always inspire me. And I draw her a lot, so I guess she's a kind of muse lol

3.) What can you say about her fashion tastes and music style(s)?
- Only that they are ever-changing

4.) What do you love the most about Ayu?
- her lyrics and her devotion (to her fans, music, career). You can tell she puts her heart into everything!

5.) How do you think Ayu presents herself to the world? Do you think she has an "edge" over others (who are in the same industry as hers)?
- I think she will always have an edge because no one really does what she does in terms of the meaning of her songs. If you listen to the lyrics of Kuu or Namie or Hikaru or any other mainstream artist, no one else is singing about what Ayu sings about. And I think that will always make her music distinct and special <3

6.) Have you ever talked with Ayu? How was she like?
- no

7.) Can you describe what her music is like?
- It's gone through so many stages... pop, techno, rock, trance...

8.) What kind of personality do you think she has? (Is she warm, friendly, etc.)
- I think the Ayu we hear in her music is Ayu herself

9.) What can you say about the people she works with? (The photographer, director, etc.)
- I don't really know all that much about her staff..

10.) If you've been a fan of hers for more than two years now, do you believe that there has been a change in her personality in some ways over the past years of her career?
- No. When I was younger, I wrestled with a lot of the "changes" Ayu went through. Back then, I had an immature attitude to her music (as I was very immature). In my mind change=bad so I saw her progression of style as her "going downhill" or "betraying" her fans. I thought these things when albums like "I am..." and "RAINBOW" came out! Now I'm able to appreciate Ayu as a person who grows and whose tastes change, and I accept whatever she produces (whether I like it or not) as an honest representation of herself.

11.) Lastly, can you name some of your favorite songs by Ayu?
- PSII, ever free, SEASONS, Daybreak, Heartplace, too late

y_nathz · #4 4th July 2010, 10:51 AM

1.) How long have you been a fan of Ayu? In how many ways has this musician/artist changed your life?
I know her since 2001, but I'm a fan since 2006, that's... Four years

I spend my teenage life with Ayu, and.. she made me lose more money >.>

But well I never regret it

2.) Do you find yourself inspired/influenced by her? If so, can you name some instances?
Yeah her lyrics inspired me, and I love to write Ayu, A logo, her song titles everywhere... =_="
3.) What can you say about her fashion tastes and music style(s)?
She got an amazing fashion sense and her music style(s) is so.. wide xD
She likes trying new style, I guess
4.) What do you love the most about Ayu?
Her music and her devotion to those she loved

5.) How do you think Ayu presents herself to the world? Do you think she has an "edge" over others (who are in the same industry as hers)?
Hmm yeah I can't get bored with most of her songs, like I still listen constantly to her old songs and her lyrics are different
6.) Have you ever talked with Ayu? How was she like?
On Twitter ? XD She's really friendly with fans

7.) Can you describe what her music is like?
....wide

8.) What kind of personality do you think she has? (Is she warm, friendly, etc.)
Strong but sweet

9.) What can you say about the people she works with? (The photographer, director, etc.)
She had some bad photographer and directors XD But well most of her stuff are fun and crazy people

10.) If you've been a fan of hers for more than two years now, do you believe that there has been a change in her personality in some ways over the past years of her career?
Her music styles and image as "Ayumi Hamasaki" change a lot, but she's still the same "Ayu"

11.) Lastly, can you name some of your favorite songs by Ayu?
I love a lot of songs

Oh well, forever #1 = A Song For XX

chocopockymaster · #5 4th July 2010, 12:29 PM

1.) How long have you been a fan of Ayu? In how many ways has this musician/artist changed your life?
I first heard one of her songs by accident about 8 years ago, and a few months later I started delving more and more into her music. About three years later, I decided I wanted to learn Japanese because of how much of an influence she'd been in my life. Five years after I made that decision, I'm here living in Japan, and I suppose you could say it's all because of Ayu.

2.) Do you find yourself inspired/influenced by her? If so, can you name some instances?
The most recent example I can think of is when RED LINE ~for TA~ came out at the end of last year. I was going through some pretty heavy personal problems, and that song was a big part in helping me get through some of my darkest days back then. We also come from similar family backgrounds and I think she's an amazing example of how your past and your history doesn't have to define you as a person.

3.) What can you say about her fashion tastes and music style(s)?
If there's one way Ayu constantly surprises me, it's in her versatility...both in her musical and fashion styles. In terms of clothes, it seems she can pull off just about any style she wants, and living in Japan I see how she continues to influence my generation in what they choose to wear. As her longevity in the music business continues, I've seen her discography grow more and more diverse, and she can pull off every genre that she ventures into.

4.) What do you love the most about Ayu?
I love that she's a phenomenal woman who's been able to achieve something beyond her wildest dreams. Not many people have the fortitude to accomplish something like that.

5.) How do you think Ayu presents herself to the world? Do you think she has an "edge" over others (who are in the same industry as hers)?
In the past she made it clear that Hamasaki Ayumi was a product, and she knew full well that was how she presented herself to the world. I think recently, though, she's opening up a little more and focusing more on Ayu as a person, which is important for her sanity.

Her longevity and popularity give her an edge over many other artists, I think.

6.) Have you ever talked with Ayu? How was she like?
I've never spoken with her one-on-one, but at a couple concerts I went to I was seated fairly close to the stage...Ayu has always said that in arenas, she can clearly see each and every fan's face, and on many occasions she singled me out and I knew she was looking directly at me, seeing me as a person rather than just another bobbing uchiwa in a sea of blue lights.

7.) Can you describe what her music is like?
I suppose it's most broadly described as Pop-Rock, but trying to describe her entire discography would take way more time than I have right now.

8.) What kind of personality do you think she has? (Is she warm, friendly, etc.)
I think she's an extremely bubbly and warm person who gets along well with many people.

9.) What can you say about the people she works with? (The photographer, director, etc.)
I respect her decision to work with a huge variety of different photographers and directors, even if I don't always like the end result. It makes me happy to know that Ayu always has, and always will, have input as to how the final product is released. I think too many artists give up their creative control, and I love how Ayu has always had a hand in that.

10.) If you've been a fan of hers for more than two years now, do you believe that there has been a change in her personality in some ways over the past years of her career?
I feel like we're seeing a more human side of Ayu than we were in the past when she seemed to be working with robotic tendencies, working for months at a time without a day off. That isn't to say she's got nothing but free time, she's still extremely busy, but she seems much more human, much more accessible.

11.) Lastly, can you name some of your favorite songs by Ayu?
That's always difficult since my favorites are constantly rotating in and out, but my all-time favorite songs include Memorial address, RED LINE ~for TA~, HANABI, M, SURREAL, appears, Sunrise, and monochrome.

dartsofpleasure · #6 4th July 2010, 01:24 PM

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10.) If you've been a fan of hers for more than two years now, do you believe that there has been a change in her personality in some ways over the past years of her career?
I feel like we're seeing a more human side of Ayu than we were in the past when she seemed to be working with robotic tendencies, working for months at a time without a day off. That isn't to say she's got nothing but free time, she's still extremely busy, but she seems much more human, much more accessible.

That's a good point I forgot to mention! She really has become so much more open in the past year or two! Twitter and her blog give us a look into her personal, everyday life that we definitely didn't have before. It really does make her seem more human and accessible since we (especially foreign fans) can actually interact with her now!

LydenLeaf · #7 4th July 2010, 02:03 PM

Thank you so much panda♥, dartsofpleasure, y_nathz, and chocopockymaster for your responses! Your responses are valuable to me and they'll greatly aid me in my research paper.

My teacher told me and my classmates to make it only brief but I wanted to give it more "edge" so I'm going this far. Thank you very much for your time and effort in answering my questions! You all have my respect and I'll certainly be giving credit to whom credit is due. Any other interested AHS member is welcomed to add their opinions as well and answer the questions. Once again thank you so much to all of those who responded!

Lizzyboo · #8 4th July 2010, 02:25 PM

wow!!!! you are so lucky!! i wish i could write a paper like this! i would do it in a heartbeat (the one assignment i would actually do

lol)

1.) How long have you been a fan of Ayu? In how many ways has this musician/artist changed your life?
I have been a strong Ayu Fan for 5 years ^_^ (very proud because i usually lose interest in things fast, just goes to show how awesome Ayu is)
2.) Do you find yourself inspired/influenced by her? If so, can you name some instances?
I personally have felt inspired by Ayu more than once, on more than one occassion i have looked at Ayu during a concert or interview and thought "wow, she seems so sincere..i wish i could be more sincere with people and friendly like that" and so i did and its a really nice change i made in my life. Also i have been inspired by her lyrics before, for some reason the one lyrics that sticks in my mind most out of everything is in the song No way to say when she says "And that it's no use Fearing the future I can't refuse", its such a simple lyric but you would be surprised how much that line has given me courage to do things with my life that i know i have to do but have always been afraid of ^_^
3.) What can you say about her fashion tastes and music style(s)?
Ayus Fashion and music style is one of the things that keeps me hooked on her! she's not the same in everything she does. Ayus image and sound is constantly changing and it never takes a turn for the worse (for me anyway

) it keeps her exciting for me

plus I love how she just totally changes her image becase she just feels like it, as she said in her interview with CNN (im not going to quote because i cant remember exactly what she says XD) she said that she wears want she wants at the time because she wants to, shes not trying to make ans impression or stand out, its just what she felt like wearing ^_^

4.) What do you love the most about Ayu?
i think i said before that i lover her sincerety, its always been my favorite thing about ayu! she always seems to be so genuine and it really helps you connect with her on a personal level. she doesnt, to me, give off that "untouchable celebrity" vibe, plus i love how honest she is in her music

it makes it very relatable and again adds to the personal level, it makes you think "this is exactly how i feel...ayu went through the same feeling at some point" and then it makes you feel sad for her or happy for her depending on which song you think that too

5.) How do you think Ayu presents herself to the world? Do you think she has an "edge" over others (who are in the same industry as hers)?
oops lol i think i basically answered this question in the last. but pretty much same answer as before, she presents herself honestly while maybe keeping some things inside (we dont need to know everything, you wouldnt tell everything to a stranger would you? even if they adore you?

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6.) Have you ever talked with Ayu? How was she like?
*sigh* this has never happened to me

7.) Can you describe what her music is like?
Different. it changes, one day Ayu will be cutey pop then Rock then R&B then Dance/electro its always so different, you really get a taste of all music genres with one person!
8.) What kind of personality do you think she has? (Is she warm, friendly, etc.)
Ayu seems to be a very friendly person for the most part (we all have a dark side and bad days) she definitley is a leader and not a follower and she is not afraid to say what she is thinking. Ayu is caring and warm, her fans are like her children

9.) What can you say about the people she works with? (The photographer, director, etc.)
um..i dont really know much about these people lol they seem to get along? they are not afraid to talk to each other about what needs to be changed in a video/photo and why..i guess lol XD
10.) If you've been a fan of hers for more than two years now, do you believe that there has been a change in her personality in some ways over the past years of her career?
i do think Ayu has changed, she seems to be getting more personal with fans in reality (does that make sence? lol) i mean, with twitter and all that i feel, and im sure all fans feel, connected to Ayu in a way thats never been before.
11.) Lastly, can you name some of your favorite songs by Ayu?
Moments ~classical~, Carols, Hanabi and Hanabi ~episode II~, No way to say, You were..., Heaven

if you havent seen Ayus interview with CNN i suggest that!! ^_^ one of her answers really made my respect grow for ayu and its just something that i thought i would add ^_^ at some point the interviewer asks "so how do you see your role and responsbility as artist but at the same time, your responsibilities as a business" and Ayu Answers "you may have this image of me in which fans approach me or talk to me on the street, where i always try to excuse myself saying 'its private time for me now' but in fact i think i am very different than this image, to my fans i am Ayumi Hamasaki whenever and whereever they see me, it does not matter to them whether im working or not, so i feel that i have the responsibility to be Ayumi hamasaki all the time anywhere" (thats not an exact quote, im pretty much going on memory haha) but i always really liked that answer because it shows that Ayu knows that being a celebrity comes at a cost, shes not like alot of celebrities who are like "oh, i wanna be famous but dont talk to me or pay attention to me when im not working"

Midori-chan · #9 4th July 2010, 02:28 PM

1.) How long have you been a fan of Ayu? In how many ways has this musician/artist changed your life?
I’ve been a fan for more than eight years now.
And Ayu has saved my life – literally. Before I knew her, I was a shy, timid and lonely person. I hated my life, because I had nothing and nobody to live for. I was a very weak person back then, I guess, because I thought that bad things only happen to me. But after I met Ayu…well, she showed me that bad things can make us stronger in the end and that nothing is sadder than giving up.
Ayu has gone through so much **** in her life and she can still go on living and smiling. That’s the reason why she is my role model.
Because of her, I'm an independent woman now, who can keep her head up without the help of others!!

2.) Do you find yourself inspired/influenced by her? If so, can you name some instances?
Even before I knew Ayu, I wrote poems and stories. I’m a quite creative and artistic person myself, but Ayu’s lyrics always urge me on to give my best.
So I would say that her strength and courage influences me.

3.) What can you say about her fashion tastes and music style(s)?
I love them both. I admire that Ayu can pull of any outfit, without looking ridiculous or stupid in it.
What I love about her music is that she is taking risks. She tries new things and even when there are always people, who don’t like her for doing so, she will not stop.

4.) What do you love the most about Ayu?
Besides her music and her lyrics, I love her personality most. She is so successful, but still such a humble person. She is nice to her fans and always has a smile for us. She even tells us about very personal things, other celebrities would keep quite about.
I love it, that she trusts us fans so much!

5.) How do you think Ayu presents herself to the world? Do you think she has an "edge" over others (who are in the same industry as hers)?
For me, Ayu is more real than other people in the JPop-industry. I don’t know how and I can’t say, if I’m right, but when she smiles, then I don’t doubt this smile to be real. When she cries, I don’t doubt these tears to be real.
Ayu often talks about “having to wear a mask” in her lyrics and I know how it feels to wear a mask. Maybe because of that I can see through this mask of hers…

6.) Have you ever talked with Ayu? How was she like?
I hope that I’ll have the opportunity to talk with her one day!

7.) Can you describe what her music is like?
Healing and emotional.
She doesn’t only sing about the fun and good times, but also about pain, hate, lost…bad things. She shows us, that the world is not a good place indeed, that you have to put up a fight sometimes, but that you should never give up.
I love it that her lyrics are so meaningful and deep most of the time and not only stupid pop-blabla like the lyrics of other JPop-singers.

8.) What kind of personality do you think she has? (Is she warm, friendly, etc.)
A friendly and warm personality, but we all know that even she can be stressed out and pissed up sometimes and that’s what makes her real to me.
She is not a puppet, but a human being with all her mistakes and faults. I can’t help, but love her even more for “not being perfect”!

9.) What can you say about the people she works with? (The photographer, director, etc.)
Not much, actually. I know most of her dancers very well and also some stuff members, but that’s it.
But I know that Ayu likes them very much and cares for them deeply.

10.) If you've been a fan of hers for more than two years now, do you believe that there has been a change in her personality in some ways over the past years of her career?
Well, she was very shy when she started her career. She has more control about the things she does now and grew into a strong and independent woman.
But I don’t think that her personality changed. She tried different styles through these years, but she always remained the same Hamasaki Ayumi I love.

11.) Lastly, can you name some of your favorite songs by Ayu?
The song I love more than any other song is “Endless sorrow”. It was my first Ayu song and it’s the reason why I’m a loyal Ayuist now.
And my other favourite songs change on a daily basis.

LydenLeaf · #10 4th July 2010, 02:34 PM

Yay, two more responded! Thank you very much Lizzyboo and Midori-chan!
Just like the previous respondees, you both have my deepest thanks and will be given due credit. Thank you for your time and effort!

gallowsCalibrator · #11 4th July 2010, 03:30 PM

1.) How long have you been a fan of Ayu? In how many ways has this musician/artist changed your life?
I have been a fan since around early 2006, right after the release of (miss)understood. Ayu has changed my life in so many ways, but the most prominant reason is that she saved me from a very difficult time in my life with her lyrics in songs like RAINBOW, A Song for XX, etc. I can't thank her enough for that.

2.) Do you find yourself inspired/influenced by her? If so, can you name
some instances?
Of course!

She inspires me every day, with her "never give up" attitude, and her work ethic. She never gives up on any day, and so she inspires me every day. There are too many times she's inspired me for me to name a specific time. (^_^)

3.) What can you say about her fashion tastes and music style(s)?
Oh, definitely unique. Her costumes in concerts always amaze me, and her outfits in photoshoots are either fierce, adorable, or both! At times I wish that I could raid her closet and wear her clothes, if even for one day! Her music style is certainly unique as well. If I were to listen to three new songs sung by a person other than Ayumi, and would have to choose which was Ayu's song, I really think I'd be able to. Her music style is so defined and amazing, and I love her for it.

4.) What do you love the most about Ayu?
Oh, may I say everything? Her amazing, touching, and beautiful lyrics, her gorgeous and touching songs, her fantastic sense of fashion and style, but most of all, her big heart, always reaching out to others and making them feel really lovely inside. She has such a beautiful personality, and that is what I love most about Ayu.

5.) How do you think Ayu presents herself to the world? Do you think she
has an "edge" over others (who are in the same industry as hers)?
Hm... I think she presents herself to the world as a hardworking singer who loves to have fun, but focuses on work too. On television shows, interviews, and even game shows, she will laugh, joke, and be funny, but when things get to serious talking, she will talk quite seriously. I think she might have a "diva" image as well. But I definitely think she has an edge over others in the industry. Like I said before, every single one of Ayu's lyrics are deep, meaningful, and beautiful. Ayu's songs are easily distinguished from other artists' songs. Her style is definitely unique, and that also sets her apart. In her concerts and tours, she goes above and beyond, too, so that also sets her apart.

6.) Have you ever talked with Ayu? How was she like?
Oh, you have no idea how jealous I am of the people who got to meet her! I had to watch videos on YouTube instead. I must say, she just exuded warmth and love for all of her fans. I didn't experience this feeling firsthand, but I felt it almost as well secondhand.

7.) Can you describe what her music is like?
Do you know that feeling, when you are petting an adorable animal that's licking your nose, or when you're holding a newborn baby that's just opened her eyes? Or when you're watching a sunset with your family or dearly beloved? It's like that. It's like...a miracle, almost, that she is able to apply all of these feelings into her music and songs. I can't aptly apply that kind of feeling to words, so I'll leave you to try her songs for yourself, if you haven't already.

8.) What kind of personality do you think she has? (Is she warm, friendly, etc.)
She is the warmest and friendliest person that I can think of right now, actually. She is sweet, caring, and beautiful, too. She stands up for her friends when they are being harrassed, she takes the time to speak and hold hands with every fan who waits in the cold for her to arrive, and she takes the time to reply to as many questions from fans as she can. Ayu has a beautiful personality.

9.) What can you say about the people she works with? (The photographer,
director, etc.) They are like her family. She, her dancers, her director, her band, are all like one big family. She treats them like family and I believe that they love her very much too.

10.) If you've been a fan of hers for more than two years now, do you
believe that there has been a change in her personality in some ways over the
past years of her career? I think she has become a stronger person inside, due to the loss of her ear in 2008, and the loss of her friend in 2007. I have definitely noticed a change in her inner strength. Her warm personality hasn't changed, however.

11.) Lastly, can you name some of your favorite songs by Ayu?
My favorite song of all time is "A Song for XX." This is the song that saved me. My next favorite is "RAINBOW," which played a big part in that particular time of my life. Last, I really love "kiss o' kill." Aside from the touching lyrics, it really is an insanely catchy song.

AngelSenshi · #12 4th July 2010, 03:54 PM

I'd like to do this too, whether its too late or not!! =] It's definitely interesting!!

1.) How long have you been a fan of Ayu? In how many ways has this musician/artist changed your life?
I first got to know about her in about 2000; I came across her PV for Depend On You on a streaming site and I was instantly taken by her originality and, despite the complex feelings in her tone that I couldn't understand because of the language barrier, I was filled with this feeling of a simple life; by simple life I mean, purely feelings. No elaborate sets and all that, just simplicity, with human feelings, even though it can safely be said its not her most emotional song.

Then in 2002 I came across a few more of her songs. Between 2000 and 2002 I had played Depend On You a lot but I hadn't looked deeper into her music because I was so young and didn't know how to use the internet well. Since then I've been a fan of her.

2.) Do you find yourself inspired/influenced by her? If so, can you name some instances?
Her younger years are similar to mine, but at the same time, I think I had a lot more negativity in me than she did. In that case, I was always inspired by her determination to come to terms with everything in her past, her feelings, her actions, everything. She's got a "don't give up" attitude that I've been able to adapt to myself, and I think it's made me a better person.

She's also taught me that despite everything, everyone around you, that you should always be your true self and nobody else.

3.) What can you say about her fashion tastes and music style(s)?
The brilliant thing is that over the years we've seen her change, and her music evolve, but it's always been a pure expression of herself, and her feelings of that time. She doesn't make an image, and then adapt her personality to it; rather, she works from the inside out. Her music is the same way; she writes pure feelings and you can't go wrong with that because there'll always be someone out there who will be experiencing those things and who will be able to understand it. She's human, and in her sense of fashion, and in her music, she shows us this.

4.) What do you love the most about Ayu?
I...love a lot of things about her actually, it's all the little things that make up a wonderful person. But I think its her personality; she's just so sweet and humble, kind and giving, and while being all that she's a person who will work hard and fight to get the freedom she wants, to be able to release what she wants. I love her attitude, I love that no matter what the world throws at her she'll stagger back onto her feet and then become solid rock again; she broke her leg and she still put on a performance, she broke her fingers but she still did a lot of direction on her PV and then put on a great show, and let's not forget her hearing, something which she's barely complained about since it first started happening years ago.

5.) How do you think Ayu presents herself to the world? Do you think she has an "edge" over others (who are in the same industry as hers)?
Simply her edge is that she's just herself, and because of that, she will not release material that isn't truly her work. She works extremely hard every day to give us something and that's herself; her true feelings. She also doesn't throw us out of her dreams. She's shown us that we're part of her dreams and she doesn't tire of giving us what we want because we are always there for her, and she has no intention of putting a wall between us with this "I'm a celeb; know your place" attitude that other artists have.

6.) Have you ever talked with Ayu? How was she like?
I've never had the chance to talk to her; I totally wish I could. The most I've ever gotten to talking to her was sending her a tweet, and she replied! It was a simple thank you, calling my message to her a sweet one.

7.) Can you describe what her music is like?
Passionate and honest; no matter what the song is, whether its happy, sad, hopeful, angry, it's always filled with passion and honesty. She doesn't have one type of music which is interesting, but those two things are there no matter what the song.

8.) What kind of personality do you think she has? (Is she warm, friendly, etc.)
She's warm and friendly, honest, kind-hearted; free-thinker, she'll listen to what people have to say about the direction of her work but in the end she uses her own head, and decides what's right for herself. She's also motherly I think; she treats her fans like her children, and anyone who's met her can see this in the way she cares for them. She really loves everyone really, which is beautiful; I've seen fans on twitter tell her they're having a tough time with things and she'll say something back so simple and yet so caring you can't help but feel her love.

9.) What can you say about the people she works with? (The photographer, director, etc.)
She works with some very flexible people it seems; she works with people that understand her vision and who are prepared to work with her, her ideas and her plans, so as to come up with something as close to her ideals as possible.

10.) If you've been a fan of hers for more than two years now, do you believe that there has been a change in her personality in some ways over the past years of her career?
I think everyone can see that she doubts herself a bit less now, and she's come to terms with a lot of her past, which was why she got herself into this industry; she's found this place of her own and despite the disharmony at times it's a place she never sees herself running out of. To this day though, she hasn't lost all the beautiful qualities that made her who she was in the begining. So you could say she's changed what she felt like she needed to change, but never got rid of the things that made her who she was. She hasn't lost herself along the way and if she had, she wouldn't feel okay with it because it went against everything she ever believed in.

11.) Lastly, can you name some of your favorite songs by Ayu?
A Song for XX. Depend On You. BLUE BIRD. SURREAL. Duty. NEVER EVER. (miss)understood. Alterna. In The Corner. HOPE or PAIN. Pride. Rainy Day. I'll stop before I go too far haha.

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I'd like to add this but I really wasn't quite sure where it'd fit in those questions since it's a bit of everything and I didn't want to write too much (I failed at that, I know!)

She's the only pop artist I ever listen to; ever. Western or not; she's the only pop artist I listen to and I actually enjoy. Every where female artists, especially solo artists, are being marketed as these beautiful untouchable sexy things that dance and sing about romance, relationships, parties, dancing, drinking and stuff like that.

When Ayu first started people were really loving and accepting of feelings in music. Emotions in music at that time was more common than it is these days, but Ayu could always touch peoples hearts with her emotions better than any other person at that time.

It's interesting to note, that as time went by and all this changed, and the market of female solo artists changed, Ayu hasn't at all. Her range of music has widened, but she never lost the honest feelings in her music that made her famous. She also didn't drastically change her image. Yes, she looks a bit more mature now but that's purely because she's gotten a bit older, but nobody told her this image had to change, and her shows are packed with action, intensity, passion, emotions, cuteness, and sexiness, and all to convey the songs well unlike some other female artists (particularly in the West) who will make a sexy performance out of a soft ballad. This isn't to say she doesn't have any sex appeal, or sexy performances; but it's more "time and place" which I've got to admire her for.

It's always been proof, I think, that she wasn't going to budge, and to change everything, just for her records to sell and that'd she'd remain putting feelings into her music because her music was for her, and for us, and we'd keep listening as long as those feelings were there.

As she's once said, people are free to listen to music on their own; and to decide what they like on their own.

LacusClyne · #13 4th July 2010, 04:23 PM

1.) How long have you been a fan of Ayu? In how many ways has this musician/artist changed your life?
i had been a fan for 9 years.
How she change my life? well, she saved my life, without ayu, i won't be here typing this.
in 2001, i was being bullied in school and almost killed by my classmates, no one is willing to help me, even the teachers don't bother. I was so lonely and scared, i feel left out from the world and want to end my life....
it was till i heard Ayu's [a song for xx], the lyrics is EXACTLY what i was feeling, it's creepy. The song warm me, i feel that there's someone there who understand my feeling, it gave me the strength to live on. Till now, ayu's songs has been always guiding me, giving me hope and comfort.

2.) Do you find yourself inspired/influenced by her? If so, can you name some instances?
times i lose faith in myself and feel like giving up, especially last year after the economic crisis i'm suffering at my job, and feeling very stress about my dad's condition, i'm lost....But when i thought about how strong ayu is, and after losing her hearing in a ear, i told myself to learn from ayu.
She can do it, so can i.

3.) What can you say about her fashion tastes and music style(s)?
i love how ayu can wear different styles well. Recently she's wearing those BIG BIG ribbon on her hair right? In Japan, a lot of gals are wearing it too, even me! I had a scarf tied into a ribbon on my hair too, it's sooo cute~
As for her music style, i'm fine with her trying different type of genre, i find myself liking most of the songs. oh....but i hate Humming 7/4 and Bold & Delicious

4.) What do you love the most about Ayu?
her passion in her work, love for fans and her music

5.) How do you think Ayu presents herself to the world? Do you think she has an "edge" over others (who are in the same industry as hers)?
ayu = role model to me
From ayu, i see good fashion taste and morale

6.) Have you ever talked with Ayu? How was she like?
sadly... i doubt i will get to talk to ayu.
The closet i get to contacting ayu is sending that letter in the A World Is One book and messages in TA.

7.) Can you describe what her music is like?
that's hard.... she have different type of music and genre...
hmm....if i were to put it this way, her songs is like my chicken soup to my soul. Whenever i feel sad or stress, the songs that i will listen to is always ayu.

8.) What kind of personality do you think she has? (Is she warm, friendly, etc.)
Friendly, passionate, cheerful, hardworking, strong...and stubborn, yes i feel that she's quite stubborn, seeing that she's neglecting her health, there MUST be times when her staff/fans told ayu to rest and she refuse to. I still believe that if she has a good rest years back, her left ear might not be deaf now.

9.) What can you say about the people she works with? (The photographer, director, etc.)
i'm not sure....

10.) If you've been a fan of hers for more than two years now, do you believe that there has been a change in her personality in some ways over the past years of her career?
years ago, ayu only put her feeling and emotion in her lyrics. She's more demanding in her work. It wasrecently, ayu start to feel more open to the public and fans.

11.) Lastly, can you name some of your favorite songs by Ayu?
this IS hard....let's see my top plays list, here goes:

a song for xx
Who...
Memorial Address
Days
Don't look back
MY ALL
MOON

panda♥ · #14 4th July 2010, 04:59 PM

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Originally Posted by AngelSenshi

I'd like to add this but I really wasn't quite sure where it'd fit in those questions since it's a bit of everything and I didn't want to write too much (I failed at that, I know!)

She's the only pop artist I ever listen to; ever. Western or not; she's the only pop artist I listen to and I actually enjoy. Every where female artists, especially solo artists, are being marketed as these beautiful untouchable sexy things that dance and sing about romance, relationships, parties, dancing, drinking and stuff like that.

When Ayu first started people were really loving and accepting of feelings in music. Emotions in music at that time was more common than it is these days, but Ayu could always touch peoples hearts with her emotions better than any other person at that time.

It's interesting to note, that as time went by and all this changed, and the market of female solo artists changed, Ayu hasn't at all. Her range of music has widened, but she never lost the honest feelings in her music that made her famous. She also didn't drastically change her image. Yes, she looks a bit more mature now but that's purely because she's gotten a bit older, but nobody told her this image had to change, and her shows are packed with action, intensity, passion, emotions, cuteness, and sexiness, and all to convey the songs well unlike some other female artists (particularly in the West) who will make a sexy performance out of a soft ballad. This isn't to say she doesn't have any sex appeal, or sexy performances; but it's more "time and place" which I've got to admire her for.

It's always been proof, I think, that she wasn't going to budge, and to change everything, just for her records to sell and that'd she'd remain putting feelings into her music because her music was for her, and for us, and we'd keep listening as long as those feelings were there.

As she's once said, people are free to listen to music on their own; and to decide what they like on their own.

I definitely agree with you on everything you posted here. I really can't listen to other pop artists and not get bored after a while, whereas I'm always able to discover a new favorite song from Ayu, whether is be old or new. For instance, I discovered my love for her older pop songs like SIGNAL and HANA after she performed them at PCDL.

Ayu feels so human where as so many artists these days, as you said are like these "untouchable" people. Ayu talks to and treats her fans like we're her family or friends. Once all of those people went to meet her in England and gave her the A WORLD IS ONE book, she felt so much closer to us in my opinion. What other artist would have accepted something like that and really taken it to heart?

Her drive to keep going is the most amazing thing about her in my opinion. I've seen lives where she was sick or lost her voice, but she still performs to her fullest and doesn't lipsync. Even with her hearing completely gone in one ear, she's still singing and moving on with her career like nothing really happened.

I don't think Ayu has changed at all over the past 10 years. She's discovered herself through her music and definitely has matured, but she's still the same Ayu. She hasn't let the business change her at all, she still has her own style of music and writes lyrics that are true to her heart.

That is what makes her such a remarkable and inspirational person.

AngelSenshi · #15 4th July 2010, 06:12 PM

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Originally Posted by panda♥

I definitely agree with you on everything you posted here. I really can't listen to other pop artists and not get bored after a while, whereas I'm always able to discover a new favorite song from Ayu, whether is be old or new. For instance, I discovered my love for her older pop songs like SIGNAL and HANA after she performed them at PCDL.

Ayu feels so human where as so many artists these days, as you said are like these "untouchable" people. Ayu talks to and treats her fans like we're her family or friends. Once all of those people went to meet her in England and gave her the A WORLD IS ONE book, she felt so much closer to us in my opinion. What other artist would have accepted something like that and really taken it to heart?

Her drive to keep going is the most amazing thing about her in my opinion. I've seen lives where she was sick or lost her voice, but she still performs to her fullest and doesn't lipsync. Even with her hearing completely gone in one ear, she's still singing and moving on with her career like nothing really happened.

I don't think Ayu has changed at all over the past 10 years. She's discovered herself through her music and definitely has matured, but she's still the same Ayu. She hasn't let the business change her at all, she still has her own style of music and writes lyrics that are true to her heart.

That is what makes her such a remarkable and inspirational person.

I've totally got to agree with you!

I think Ayu also makes us feel like "this could be you too". It's like she's famous, but she works hard for everything she gets and all that, and she tries to show us with her personality that she's human and that sort of feeling replicates on us sort of like "If I work hard I can get through the things I go through; because SHE is human also, and with working hard she's managed." She also has an insanely awesome love for her fans, just as you pointed out, and so you'll always feel supported by her.

As for her songs and getting into some of them; I'm the same way! I got into SCAR and highly appreciated it after seeing the PCDL performance of it.

It's also like I've grown through her music too; I don't listen to pop music usually, I don't listen to solo female artists (for reasons I mentioned; their untouchable stuck up, over the top sexy party girl images without a single display of proper emotion in their music) but she's broken that for me. I don't listen to ANY other pop female solo artist so in my eyes she's always going to be special to me. But because of this mold that has been broken, I find myself enjoying some of her earlier pop tracks also, but at different times in my life.

Recently, I've enjoyed the song WHATEVER, whereas in the past I never used to bother with it for a reason I'm not sure of.

ownsarai · #16 4th July 2010, 06:35 PM

1.) How long have you been a fan of Ayu? In how many ways has this musician/artist changed your life?
I have been an Ayu fan since I learned about her in 2000. Ayu has changed my life tremendously, if it was not for her music I really cannot honestly say that I would be the same person I am today. I really connect with her emotions.
2.) Do you find yourself inspired/influenced by her? If so, can you name some instances?
Only every day. There are times in my life where I feel down or think things could not get any worse for me. I can listen to a song or a full album and just be inspired by her words. Having Ayu as a part of my musical taste in life has really changed who I am today.
3.) What can you say about her fashion tastes and music style(s)?
Ayu has such great taste in fashion. I love how she can pull pretty much any look off, whether it be avant garde or jeans and a t-shirt, she always rocks it. Her music styles are the same for me. I really am partial to her rock music styles, but I love everything about her music.
4.) What do you love the most about Ayu?
Everything. And I can say that honestly, there is nothing I do not like about her.
5.) How do you think Ayu presents herself to the world? Do you think she has an "edge" over others (who are in the same industry as hers)?
Well she's been in the music business for 11 years now, and I think she does have a slight edge over other Japanese pop singers, though I am sure others would not really agree with me. She has stood the test of time. She can still get #1 singles after 11 years, that, to me is a real achievement. She is always compared to Madonna, everyone saying she is like she Madonna of Japan because of how much success she has seen, not to mention her blonde hair and fashion sense.
6.) Have you ever talked with Ayu? How was she like?
Unfortunately I have not had the pleasure of speaking with her, yet. But I hope to one day. I have heard from others on the forum who have met her that she is very sweet and really loves her fans very much.
7.) Can you describe what her music is like?
Her music is inspiring, emotional, full of life and love.
8.) What kind of personality do you think she has? (Is she warm, friendly, etc.)
I would definitely say she is warm and friendly, with a little bit of diva, but just a little bit. She doesn't go overboard and get crazy on her friends, family and fans. She has always remained true to herself.
9.) What can you say about the people she works with? (The photographer, director, etc.)
They all seem like genuinely good people who care for Ayu.
10.) If you've been a fan of hers for more than two years now, do you believe that there has been a change in her personality in some ways over the past years of her career?
Ayu has never changed. Her music has always remained the same, what she feels in her heart is what she writes about. That is why it is so easy for me to relate to her music.
11.) Lastly, can you name some of your favorite songs by Ayu?
There are so many to list, but I'll only name a few here.
Dearest, I am..., (miss)understood, Sexy little things, Don't look back, You were..., Moments, HANA, identity, RAINBOW, P.S. II, NEXT LEVEL, Mirrorcle World, Life.

panda♥ · #17 4th July 2010, 06:44 PM

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I've totally got to agree with you!

I think Ayu also makes us feel like "this could be you too". It's like she's famous, but she works hard for everything she gets and all that, and she tries to show us with her personality that she's human and that sort of feeling replicates on us sort of like "If I work hard I can get through the things I go through; because SHE is human also, and with working hard she's managed." She also has an insanely awesome love for her fans, just as you pointed out, and so you'll always feel supported by her.

As for her songs and getting into some of them; I'm the same way! I got into SCAR and highly appreciated it after seeing the PCDL performance of it.

It's also like I've grown through her music too; I don't listen to pop music usually, I don't listen to solo female artists (for reasons I mentioned; their untouchable stuck up, over the top sexy party girl images without a single display of proper emotion in their music) but she's broken that for me. I don't listen to ANY other pop female solo artist so in my eyes she's always going to be special to me. But because of this mold that has been broken, I find myself enjoying some of her earlier pop tracks also, but at different times in my life.

Recently, I've enjoyed the song WHATEVER, whereas in the past I never used to bother with it for a reason I'm not sure of.

I definitely agree!

Ayu is such a real person. She's referred to herself as a product before but as it was said in another reply I think she's grown to accept that she can be herself and not be a product. I think that's why she has a big edge over other artists specifically, because she stays true to who she is and her music. I think every one of her songs is dedicated to a certain part in her life which makes her music so inspirational and relateable to her fans because she's experienced all of that before, showing that she IS a human being just like everyone else.

AngelSenshi · #18 4th July 2010, 07:08 PM

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I definitely agree!

Ayu is such a real person. She's referred to herself as a product before but as it was said in another reply I think she's grown to accept that she can be herself and not be a product. I think that's why she has a big edge over other artists specifically, because she stays true to who she is and her music. I think every one of her songs is dedicated to a certain part in her life which makes her music so inspirational and relateable to her fans because she's experienced all of that before, showing that she IS a human being just like everyone else.

Yep, yep, yep, yep and yep! Absolutely!!

I also think that's one of the reasons she's actually so close to Max; putting aside that he's discovered her and all that, I think he's also realized that her full potential is when she's writing and singing from the heart, and she's displaying herself as a true person rather than a product. He was able to understand that and didn't bother her with it, even though technically he had the power to do so as he became more in control of Avex. Yeah, it wouldn't make sense for him to have messed with her otherwise she'd leave and they'd lose a lot of money and such but I think the fact that he understood her reasons for showing herself as a person definitely helped her somewhat, I think he was instrumental, that understanding where she was coming from helped her come out of her initial shell more.

In any case, Ayu being the way she is, honest and kind, and warm and friendly and strong and determined are all just a few things that make me love her and I wouldn't change it for the world.

ayurainbow · #19 4th July 2010, 07:12 PM

1.) How long have you been a fan of Ayu? In how many ways has this musician/artist changed your life?
-->I think that I am her fan since 2007. Well she changed my life very much because a very small number of people in my country know ayu.

2.) Do you find yourself inspired/influenced by her? If so, can you name some instances?
-->Yes, because she never give up singing even because of her ear.

3.) What can you say about her fashion tastes and music style(s)?
-->Well, she looks very good but sometimes too shiny.

4.) What do you love the most about Ayu?
-->Her voice, passion and her character.

5.) How do you think Ayu presents herself to the world? Do you think she has an "edge" over others (who are in the same industry as hers)?
-->She presents herself in the way she really is. Maybe she has an edge because she is on the top.

6.) Have you ever talked with Ayu? How was she like?
-->No, but maybe one day. xD

7.) Can you describe what her music is like?
-->It is very emotional, full of passion and love.

8.) What kind of personality do you think she has? (Is she warm, friendly, etc.)
-->I think that she is warm and friendly. She is always with her big smile on her face.

9.) What can you say about the people she works with? (The photographer, director, etc.)
-->I think that if you are not friendly and smiling you can't work with her. She just brings smile to others.

10.) If you've been a fan of hers for more than two years now, do you believe that there has been a change in her personality in some ways over the past years of her career?
-->Yes, she has change way she sings. Her style has change. But she is still cheerful and friendly.

11.) Lastly, can you name some of your favorite songs by Ayu?
-->fairyland, BLUE BIRD, Secret, Beautiful Day, Life, You, Don't look back, Pride, Will, and others....

**ayumisrael** · #20 4th July 2010, 07:18 PM

Sure! I'll be glad to help! Psychology is such an interesting subject.
I took it at high school along with Sociology. =D

1.) How long have you been a fan of Ayu? In how many ways has this musician/artist changed your life?
6.9 Years. She made me more interested in the Japanese language and I was even interested to learn it, she helped me to find a big interested which I have.

2.) Do you find yourself inspired/influenced by her? If so, can you name some instances?
She made me want to convey my own feelings better to everyone and fight for that people will understand me.
3.) What can you say about her fashion tastes and music style(s)?
She has some great fashion choices, rarely less, she knows exactly what to wear most of the time and look good with it. Her music style is my favorite music style.
Actually I didn't like rock that much but she totally made me into that genre and I feel more comfortable listening to it nowadays. Her versatility is interesting, and even when she isn't her pop songs, ballads or pop/rock songs just do the trick. As long as she keeps them good to listen to with good lyrics.
4.) What do you love the most about Ayu?
That she is "awfully" genuine to herself and others.
5.) How do you think Ayu presents herself to the world? Do you think she has an "edge" over others (who are in the same industry as hers)?
I would say that she shows to the public more of her fashion icon side, even though she is not only that and she has much more to offer, way much in relation to her songs and artistic side, though fashion is an art as well. She does have an edge because even if she is a part of the industry and one of many female solo pop artists, she still stays unique.
6.) Have you ever talked with Ayu? How was she like?
She replied to me on twitter 3 times if it counts, and she was very nice!
7.) Can you describe what her music is like?
I think that it's hard to describe it just like that but if I have to describe it, I probably would say that her music raises all kinds of different feelings and thoughts which all end up being positive inside of me and that's very attractive in my opinion.
8.) What kind of personality do you think she has? (Is she warm, friendly, etc.)
Very emotional, Caring (sometimes Careless), Very friendly and honest.
9.) What can you say about the people she works with? (The photographer, director, etc.) The team which she always call "staff" too is a great support to her, she has an excellent connection with most of them, you can see most of the time that they are doing their best for her, of course sometimes mistakes occure, but who doesn't do mistakes?
10.) If you've been a fan of hers for more than two years now, do you believe that there has been a change in her personality in some ways over the past years of her career? I think that she has matured a bit.
11.) Lastly, can you name some of your favorite songs by Ayu?
Depend on you, meaning of Love, Sparkle, Days, M, SEASONS, Don't look back, A Song for xx, Because of You, STEP you and SURREAL.