How Much I Envy You Guys

[heyrill]

All this years i watch ayu in front of my small tv,hoping that i could only be there when she perform live.Sometimes i dream about seeing her not as a crazy fan but as a friend who care about her.....but i know it just a dream,my family arent that Wealthty.......in fact i quit school when i was 14 years old only to support my Siblings so that they can go on and study on a higher levels so they can support our family later in the future......i really envy some of u guys..... u guys can bought all produks from ayu.......and i could only bought some of them after a couple of months collecting my paycheck... ^_^ atleast i really gratefull that i still have a wonderfull life and family that love me... ^_____^ so for anyone that thinks their life stinks,think again ok? there's alot more people that are suffering around the world! anyway...
Ayumi Hamasaki Really Change my world!!!!(p/s dont look your life in the negatif side... think positive!!!)) (if my english stinks pls ignore it......trust me i knoe my english stinks alot)(and i like to thx all the dudes and gurls in AHS forum....this forum really open up my eyes to the real world)