The LONELIEST/DEPRESSING lyrics you've ever read

[mi|kshake]

I'm going to go with Powder Snow too!

mi|kshake~

[Kagome-chan]

Originally Posted by Rock Steady

Cassis - The GazettE

Spoiler:

Always, over and over again
Always, I did nothing but make you sad
Surely I've hurt you, even now I still can't move

Why does it hurt so much to be touched by you?
Surely, the same things will repeat themselves
Because I'm scared I'll lose you

By drawing close I tried to wipe away
That day which I couldn't completely forget
You just held these hands without asking anything, didn't you?

Even if your feelings fade tomorrow
I'll still love you unchangingly
Even if you can't see me tomorrow
I'll still love you without fail

And we'll walk together, the future's not promised
it keeps walking together, to the future in which you are...

At least I can forget all the hard times
Thinking about you
Counting the number of nights I can't see you
My heart yearns for you

Inviting the loneliness of misunderstanding
Somehow, please don't cry alone
No matter how far apart we are
Let's believe in each other

I want to keep smiling like this no matter what
Not being made to hurt you
The number of time lapses are fading away
I don't want to repeat those feelings

Even if your feelings fade tomorrow
I'll still love you unchangingly
Even if you can't see me tomorrow
I'll still love you without fail

Somehow, please look only at me
Somehow, please don't let go of this hand

And we'll walk together, the future not promised
It keeps walking together, to the future in which you are...

I LOVE this song çOOOOOOOç
The lyrics of Ruki are something of superb >_>

Originally Posted by Maemi

AIN'T AFRAID TO DIE by Dir en grey

Spoiler:

The road we walked that time is no more
Even so, I keep walking, maybe we'll meet sometime

On the top of the gentle sloping hill, the snow falls slowly I realized I won't reach you
Now, in your room, your favourite flower is...

The day of yesteryear's last snow, an enduring promise were made
When I remembered, the snow began to melt and spilled from my palms

On the top of the gentle sloping hill, the snow falls slowly I realized I won't reach you
Now, in your room, your favourite flower is...

While I was alone by the window, just staring at the snow; it's you I reminiscence
You appear through the glass and I give you the last kiss

Hey... smile, don't cry anymore
From now on, I'll be always watching you

On the top of the gentle sloping hill, the snow falls slowly I realized I won't reach you
Now, in your room, your favourite flower is...

The light quietly dyes the downtown white
You saw the last season's colors

Tears fall reality is cruel, isn't it?
You saw the last season's colors

Maybe your colors will disappear along with the four seasons
The snow melts, the flowers on the street corner are blooming

You saw "the colors" softly melting
On the day of this year's last snow

(A single flower on the street corner As I looked up to the sky, the last snow spilled into my palms)

Akuro no Oka by Dir en grey

Spoiler:

We met at the place
We can no longer do anything together
We met in this town
I can never love anybody anymore

You are staring at the sky on the hill,
like we used to
I am staring at the hill, where we used to be,
from the sky

I'm a dying flower,
but I want to be in bloom
just one more time, just like before
Tonight, my heart and soul are blending
into the dark
Just for tonight,
I want to be close to you

"If I meet you there,
everything will begin.
I can't do anything anymore.
I will meet you in this town.
I can't love anybody anymore,
I will take you to the hill again"

I'm a dying flower,
but I want to be in bloom
just one more time, just like before
Tonight, my heart and soul are blending
into the dark
Just for tonight,
I want to be close to you

My hand is slipping out of your hand
I am sinking deeply
When I saw you the last time,
I still loved you
The dream will never come true
I'll wait for you on the hill of Acropolis
I just want to sleep with you
The dream will never end

Though we can never return to the past,
I will be reborn and find you
Please wait for me until the time comes.
But, I can't see you on the hill anymore

Akuro no oka and ain't afraid to die are 2 of the most beautiful ballads of Diru <3
If they would done ain't afraid to die to the concert, I would cried for hours like an idiot XD

[ImpactBreaker]

Little Susie by Michael Jackson. Apparently the lyrics are based on a real story. Pretty scary song as well. It has fantastic arrangements and composition though.

Somebody killed Little Susie
The girl with the tune
Who sings in the daytime at noon
She was there screaming
Beating her voice in her doom
But nobody came to her soon

A fall down the stairs
Her dress torn
Oh, the blood in her hair
A mystery so sullen in air
She lie there so tenderly
Fashioned so slenderly
Lift her with care
Oh, the blood in her hair

Everyone came to see
The girl that now is dead
So blind stare the eyes in her head
And suddenly a voice from the crowd said
This girl lived in vain
Her face bear such agony, such strain

But only the man from next door
Knew Little Susie, now he cried
As he reached down
To close Susie's eyes
She lie there so tenderly
Fashioned so slenderly
Lift her with care
Oh, the blood in her hair

It was all for God’s sake
For her singing the tune
For someone to feel her dispair
To be damned to know hoping is dead
And you’re doomed
Then to scream out
And nobody’s there

She knew no one cared

Father left home
Poor mother died
Leaving Susie alone
Grandfather’s soul too had flown
No one to care
Just to love her
How much can one bear
Neglecting the needs in her prayers

Neglection can kill
Like a knife in your soul
Oh, it will
Little Susie fought so hard to live
She lie there so tenderly
Fashioned so slenderly
Lift her with care
So young and so fair

[emi♡]

probably ayu's lyrics...which is maybe why I don't really care to pay attention to them anymore.

[yuki_unmei]

i gotta say this one too..
Ayumi Hamasaki - POWDER SNOW

Spoiler:

I want to be left alone.
I want to escape to a place where no one knows me.
That I'm wrong about that, that it's my fault,
is all my heart has. I don't need tomorrow.

Can I cry as much as I want to? Until my tears wither away.
The white snow flows and muffles my tears.
Please help me.

I don't have even one regret.
I've always been living in the present
So that I don't leave even a single trace or footprint,
The candle melts down, this light is extinguished.

Can I scream at the top of my lungs? Until my voice withers away.
The white snow will forgive me for everything.
Please.

I spread my arms wide. I just want to gather the shining snow.
But why? It's so fleeting...

Can I cry as much as I want to? Until my tears wither away.
The white snow flows and muffles my tears.

Can I scream at the top of my lungs? Until my voice withers away.
The white snow will forgive me for everything.

Can I cry as much as I want to? Until my tears wither away.
Can I shout loudly? Until my voice withers away.

Can I cry as much as I want to?
Can I scream at the top of my lungs?
Until the snow stops.

Ayumi Hamasaki - It was

Spoiler:

I stopped somehow
I felt like I heard your voice
Though I knew you couldn't be there
I continued to search for you

The season I was with you was the most dazzling one
Everything we saw was full of brilliance
Since when did we come to want too much?
Though it should be just enough that we were close

I felt like I found a profile like yours
Far across the road
But I didn't stop any more
I looked forward and kept walking

The season I was with you was the shortest one
I felt everything we saw was sweet
What did we leave and what did we lose?
And I wonder how long it takes from now until I can accept it

The season I was with you was the most dazzling one
Everything we saw was full of brilliance
I'm still here alone and thinking over whether it was good
Like one who can hardly resign oneself

Ayumi Hamasaki - GUILTY

Spoiler:

However far I escape, I can't have a clean escape
How far does my past chase after me ?

I wonder if my past will catch up with
And pass me before long

Forgive me that I don't tell this to you

Please don't ask me any more
Leave me this way now
And let me make an obvious excuse

Please don't smile
Hiding your distant mind behind your eyes

You already know that, don't you ?

* Please don't say any more
Leave me just a bit more
And let me tell a sweet lie

Please don't ask me any more
Leave me this way now
And let me make an excuse

[C+R+E+AYUMI]

Originally Posted by Embleu

It really started getting depressing after fourteen.

Spoiler:

Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday Dear ××
Happy Birthday To You

LOL!!!

[aqua_crystal]

Pink Floyd- High Hopes

Spoiler:

Beyond the horizon of the place we lived when we were young
In a world of magnets and miracles
Our thoughts strayed constantly and without boundary
The ringing of the division bell had begun
Along the long road and on down to the causeway
Do they still LIVE there by the cut
There was a ragged band that followed in our footsteps
Running before time took our dreams away
Leaving the myriad small creatures trying to tie us to the ground
To a life consumed by slow decay

The grass was greener
The light was brighter
With friends surrounded
The nights of wonder

Looking beyond the embers of bridges glowing behind us
To a glimpse of how green it was on the other side
Steps taken forwards but sleepwalking back again
Dragged by the force of some inner tide
At a higher altitude with flag unfurled
We reached the dizzy heights of that dreamed up world

****

Encumbered forever by desire and ambition
There's a hunger still unsatisfied
Our weary eyes still stray to the horizon
Though down this road we've been so many times

The grass was greener
The light was brighter
The taste was sweeter
The nights of wonder
With friends surrounded
The dawn mist glowing
The water flowing
The endless river

Forever and ever

[XFER]

OLIVIA - Dreamcamp

Spoiler:

It's so easy to get lost in this
Lovely brutal world

I must go to sleep
So I can scream as loud as I want
Without attention
I must go to sleep
So I can follow the whispers
To my dreams

Come back into the world shiny & new
I will meet you there when everything's okay
We'll have a good old time together
I'll have new ideas
I'll be able to laugh
I'll be able to love myself

I float on the water
Trying to find a direction
A place for me

It's time to sleep
I feel tears over-flowing
My emotions

Come back into the world shiny & new
I will meet you there when everything's okay
We'll have a good old time together
I'll have new ideas
I'll be able to laugh
I'll be able to love myself

Lisa Germano - The Day
It took me a while to understand this one, but when I did, it hit me hard.

Spoiler:

It’s a sunrise
It’s a sunset
It’s the memory of the onset
Of a lifetime full of wonder
And the constant falling under
Full of finding every good thing
To be added to the sadness
Like you’re running from your laughter
And your sense of it’s a wonder
And the only time for brilliance
What did you do to be like this
And what do you do
When you feel it and you don’t go
Pretend that you don’t know

Morrissey - I Have Forgiven Jesus

Spoiler:

I was a good kid I wouldn't do you no harm
I was a nice kid With a nice paper-round
Forgive me any pain I may have brung to you
With God's help I know I'll always be near to you
But Jesus hurt me When he deserted me, but

I have forgiven Jesus For all the desire
He placed in me when there's nothing I can do With this desire

I was a good kid Through hail and snow I'd go
Just to moon you I carried my heart in my hand
Do you understand? Do you understand?
But Jesus hurt me When he deserted me, but

I have forgiven Jesus For all of the love
He placed in me When there's no-one I can turn to with this love

Monday - humiliation, Tuesday - suffocation
Wednesday - condescension, Thursday - is pathetic
By Friday life has killed me
By Friday life has killed me
(Oh pretty one, Oh pretty one)

Why did you give me So much desire?
When there is nowhere I can go To offload this desire
And why did you give me So much love
In a loveless world
When there's no one I can turn to To unlock all this love
And why did you stick me in
Self-deprecating bones and skin
Jesus - do you hate me? Why did you stick me in
Self-deprecating bones and skin
Do you hate me? do you hate me?
Do you hate me? do you hate me? Do you hate me?

[GRACE]

I'm surprised the famous "Hungarian Suicide Song" Gloomy Sunday hasn't been mentioned here.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gloomy_Sunday

[AyumiSEASONS]

Amanda Clemens - I Don't Want To Be Me

Spoiler:

I'm not feeling so bold
Can't you see I don't wanna grow old?
And my photograph's an epitaph of parody
I don't wanna be me

I'm not feeling so sure
It would help if you offered a cure
If I wait, it's too late for the remedy
I don't wanna be me

You won't save me
'Cause I'm not the fortunate one
So, don't blame me
If I decide to go hide or instead to just run

I'm not feeling so well
Maybe we could just sit for a spell?
And make amends, it depends on my injury
I don't wanna be me, I don't wanna be me
I don't wanna be me

You won't save me
'Cause I'm not the fortunate one
So, don't blame me
If I decide to just run

You won't save me
'Cause I'm not the fortunate one
So, don't blame me
If I decide to go hide or instead to just run

If I decide to go hide or instead to just run...
If I decide to go hide or instead to just run

Plumb - Damaged

Spoiler:

Dreaming comes so easily
'cause it's all that i've known
True love is a fairy tale
I'm damaged, so how would i know

I'm scared and i'm alone
I'm ashamed
And i need for you to know

I didn't say all the things that i wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
'cause i feel you, i feel you near me

I didn't say all the things that i wanted to say

And you can't take back what you've taken away
'cause i feel you, i feel you near me

Healing comes so painfully
And it chills to the bone
Will anyone get close to me?
I'm damaged, as i'm sure you know

There's mending for my soul
An ending to this fear
Forgiveness for a man who was stronger
I was just a little girl, but i can't go back

Plumb - Cut

Spoiler:

I'm not a stranger
No I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore

A fragile flame aged
Is misery
And when our hearts meet
I know you see

I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut

I may seem crazy
Or painfully shy
And these scars wouldn't be so hidden
If you would just look me in the eye
I feel alone here and cold here
Though I don't want to die
But the only anesthetic that makes me feel anything kills inside

I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut
Pain
I am not alone
I am not alone

I'm not a stranger
No I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore

But I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I found it when
I was cut

Martina McBride - Concrete Angel

Spoiler:

She walks to school with a lunch she packed
Nobody knows what she's holding back;
Wearing the same dress she wore yesterday,
She hides the bruises with the linen and lace;
oh

The teacher wonders but she doesn't ask,
It's hard to see the pain behind the mask;
Bearing the burdon of a secret storm,
Sometimes she wishes she was never born;

Through the wind and the rain,
She stands hard as a stone in a world that she can't rise above;
But her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place where she's loved.

Concrete Angel

Somebody cries in the middle of the night,
The neighbors hear but they turn out the lights;
A fragile soul caught in the hands of fate,
When morning comes it will be too late.

Through the wind and the rain,
She stands hard as a stone in a world that she can't rise above;
But her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place where she's loved.

Concrete Angel

A statue stands in a shaded place,
An angel girl with an upturned face;
Her name is written on a polished rock,
A broken heart that the world forgot.

Through the wind and the rain,
She stands hard as a stone in a world that she can't rise above;
But her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place where she's loved.

Concrete Angel

Secondhand Serenade - Why

Spoiler:

The buttons on my phone are worn thin
I don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in.
But I've broken all my promises to you
I've broken all my promises to you.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

A phrasing that's a single tear,
Is harder than I ever feared
And you were left feeling so alone.
Because these days aren't easy
Like they have been once before
These days aren't easy anymore.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.

I should have known this wasn't real
And fought it off and fought to feel
What matters most? Everything
That you feel while listening to every word that I sing.
I promise you I will bring you home
I will bring you home.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.

Secondhand Serenade - Goodbye

Spoiler:

It's a shame that it had to be this way
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
It's not enough to say I'm sorry

Maybe I'm to blame
Or maybe were the same
But either way I can't breathe
Either way I can't breathe

All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive
Cause everything we've been through
And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie
A guiltless twisted lie
It made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by

All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way
All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

And every, everything isn't only
What it seemed so hold these
Words that you never told me
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Goodbye

Bye

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

edit: Ty Pommy.

[pommy48]

^ just like this

[spoiler /] text [ /spoiler]

but without the spaces

[AyUta]

Originally Posted by ImpactBreaker

Little Susie by Michael Jackson. Apparently the lyrics are based on a real story. Pretty scary song as well. It has fantastic arrangements and composition though.

Somebody killed Little Susie
The girl with the tune
Who sings in the daytime at noon
She was there screaming
Beating her voice in her doom
But nobody came to her soon

A fall down the stairs
Her dress torn
Oh, the blood in her hair
A mystery so sullen in air
She lie there so tenderly
Fashioned so slenderly
Lift her with care
Oh, the blood in her hair

Everyone came to see
The girl that now is dead
So blind stare the eyes in her head
And suddenly a voice from the crowd said
This girl lived in vain
Her face bear such agony, such strain

But only the man from next door
Knew Little Susie, now he cried
As he reached down
To close Susie's eyes
She lie there so tenderly
Fashioned so slenderly
Lift her with care
Oh, the blood in her hair

It was all for God’s sake
For her singing the tune
For someone to feel her dispair
To be damned to know hoping is dead
And you’re doomed
Then to scream out
And nobody’s there

She knew no one cared

Father left home
Poor mother died
Leaving Susie alone
Grandfather’s soul too had flown
No one to care
Just to love her
How much can one bear
Neglecting the needs in her prayers

Neglection can kill
Like a knife in your soul
Oh, it will
Little Susie fought so hard to live
She lie there so tenderly
Fashioned so slenderly
Lift her with care
So young and so fair

oh dear

[Aderianu]

Ayumi Hamasaki - untitled ~for her~

Spoiler:

Can you see me from your place ?
Are you watching over me ?

Though this may be a common expression
You stay alive
Always as you are
In my heart

Ayumi Hamasaki - rollin'

Spoiler:

All gets broken into dusts
In an instant
And we wonder what on earth we have spent
Time and thought for

Ayumi Hamasaki - LOVE 'n' HATE

Spoiler:

I took the courage to approach you
Because I wanted to be loved by you
But I stayed as far as I could from you
Because I didn't want to be disliked by you

[aqua_crystal]

Originally Posted by GRACE

I'm surprised the famous "Hungarian Suicide Song" Gloomy Sunday hasn't been mentioned here.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gloomy_Sunday

I can't believe I forgot this!!! God knows how many people committed suicide after hearing this one!!!

[Echiko]

This chinese song by Denise Ho is the saddest I've ever heard. Supposedly about adolescents.

少年維特 (Young Werther)
Why do I have another worry, luck is like a broken journey.
Can't make any friends in school, can't win the warrior's robe online.
Why was I given this pair of parents, all they do is shout but yet they say that I'm too noisy.
People have tasted their first kiss at 13, but now I haven't even got my first love.
I can only feel inferior and angry with myself.

Angry that I can own this basement, it will best if noone cared.
How can you say, that I often complain in front of the mirror.
Grown inside a greenhouse, never had to use my abilities to create my own path.
This dilemma is created by myself.

How can you say, that this is just a teenager's worry.
You don't know that I gave up hope long before you did.

Lost a ball game, exams are coming, and already spent all of the pocket money.
Got a lot of acne/spots, already returned home, my looks can't even compare itself to Bobby's.
Treasured graphic novels have already been thrown away.
Noone believes that I am a loner/like to be alone, they all think I'm throwing a tantrum.

How can you say, that I often complain in front of the mirror.
Grown inside a greenhouse, never had to use my abilities to create my own path.
This dilemma is created by myself.
How can you say, that this is just a teenager's worry.
You don't know that I gave up hope long before you did.

How can you say, that I often complain in front of the mirror.
Grown inside a greenhouse, never had to use my abilities to create my own path.
This dilemma is created by myself.
How can you say, that this is just a teenager's worry.
Even though you already know, that other people's tomorrow will be better.

[ストロボ・EdGE]

Originally Posted by zyoeru

Laughing With - Regina Spektor

Spoiler:

No one laughs at God in a hospital
No one laughs at God in a war
No one’s laughing at God
When they’re starving or freezing or so very poor

No one laughs at God
When the doctor calls after some routine tests
No one’s laughing at God
When it’s gotten real late
And their kid’s not back from the party yet

No one laughs at God
When their airplane start to uncontrollably shake
No one’s laughing at God
When they see the one they love, hand in hand with someone else
And they hope that they’re mistaken

No one laughs at God
When the cops knock on their door
And they say we got some bad news, sir
No one’s laughing at God
When there’s a famine or fire or flood

*Chorus*
But God can be funny
At a cocktail party when listening to a good God-themed joke, or
Or when the crazies say He hates us
And they get so red in the head you think they’re ‘bout to choke
God can be funny,
When told he’ll give you money if you just pray the right way
And when presented like a genie who does magic like Houdini
Or grants wishes like Jiminy Cricket and Santa Claus
God can be so hilarious
Ha ha
Ha ha

No one laughs at God in a hospital
No one laughs at God in a war
No one’s laughing at God
When they’ve lost all they’ve got
And they don’t know what for

No one laughs at God on the day they realize
That the last sight they’ll ever see is a pair of hateful eyes
No one’s laughing at God when they’re saying their goodbyes
But God can be funny
At a cocktail party when listening to a good God-themed joke, or
Or when the crazies say He hates us
And they get so red in the head you think they’re ‘bout to choke
God can be funny,
When told he’ll give you money if you just pray the right way
And when presented like a genie who does magic like Houdini
Or grants wishes like Jiminy Cricket and Santa Claus
God can be so hilarious

No one laughs at God in a hospital
No one laughs at God in a war
No one laughs at God in a hospital
No one laughs at God in a war
No one laughing at God in hospital
No one’s laughing at God in a war
No one’s laughing at God when they’re starving or freezing or so very
poor

No one’s laughing at God
No one’s laughing at God
No one’s laughing at God
We’re all laughing with God

That was pretty intense. I like some of Regina Spektor's songs but I'm definitely going to check this song out.

I can't think of any super depressing songs right now, but Endless Sorrow is pretty heartbreaking and also this song makes me cry EVERY time (it's not depressing or lonely but it makes me!!) minus Wakadanna (oddly it's HIS song and I hate his version) but the lyrics are about family and they're very beautiful (no English though):

Spoiler:

[mcluva420]

Mariah Carey - Breakdown

Spoiler:

Break, breakdown, steadily breakin' me on down
Break, breakdown, steadily breakin' me on down
Break, breakdown, steadily breakin' me on down
Break, breakdown, steadily breakin' me on down

You call yesterday to basically say
That you care for me but that you're just not in love
Immediately I pretended to beel similarly
And led you to believe I was O.K.
To just walk away from the thing
That's unyielding and sacred to me

Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
And I'm going the extremes to prove I'm fine without you
But in reality I'm slowly losing my my mind
Underneath the guise of a smile gradually I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
'Cause I don't want to reveal that fact that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
And turn down all the lights and then break down and cry

So what do you do when somebody you're devoted to
Suddenly just stops loving you and it seems they haven't got a clue
Of the pain that rejection is putting you through
Do you cling to your pride and sing I will survive
Do you lash out and say How dare you leave this way
Do you hold on in vain as they just slip away

Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
And I'm going the extremes to prove I'm fine without you
But in reality I'm slowly loosing my my mind
Underneath the guise of a smile gradually I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
'Cause I don't want to reveal that fact that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
And turn down all the lights and then break down and cry

Gonna break ya down, only if ya let it
Everyday crazy situations rockin' my mind tryin' to break me down
But I won't let it
Forget it
I be feelin' like you're breakin' me down
Kickin' me 'round, stressin' me out
I think I better go and get out and let me release some stress
Don't ever wanna feel no pain, pain
Hopin' for the sun, but it looks like
Rain, rain, rain, rain
Lord, I just wanna maintain
Yeah, I can feel the pressures, y'all
But nevertheless Krayzie won't fall
It's over
It's endin' here

Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
And I'm going the extremes to prove I'm fine without you
But in reality I'm slowly loosing my my mind
Underneath the guise of a smile gradually I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
'Cause I don't want to reveal that fact that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise 'till I go home at night
And turn down all the lights and then breakdown and cry

Mariah Carey - Outside

Spoiler:

It's hard to explain
Inherently it's just always been strange
Neither here or there
Always somewhat out of place everywhere
Ambiguous
Without a sense of belonging to touch
Somewhere halfway
Feeling there's no one completely the same

Standing alone
Eager to just
Believe it's good enough
To be what you really are
But in your heart
Uncertainty forever lies
And you'll always be
Somewhere on the
Outside

Early on, you face
The realization you don't
Have a space
Where you fit in
And recognize you
Were born to exist

Standing alone
Eager to just
Believe it's good enough
To be what you really are
But in your heart
Uncertainty forever lies
And you'll always be
Somewhere on the
Outside

And it's hard
And it's hard
And it's hard

Irreversibly falling in between
And it's hard
And it's hard
To be understood
As you are
As you are

Oh, and God knows
That you're standing on your own
Blind and unguided
Into a world divided
You're thrown
Where you're never quite the same
Although you try, try and try
To tell yourself
You really are
But in your heart uncertainty forever lies
And you'll always be
Somewhere on the outside

Mariah Carey - Petals

Spoiler:

Petals

I've often wondered if there's
Ever been a perfect family
I've always longed for undividedness
And sought stability

A flower taught me how to pray
But as I grew, that flower changed
She started flailing in the wind
Like golden petals scattering

And I miss you dandelion
And even love you
And I wish there was a way
For me to trust you
But it hurts me every time
I try to touch you

But I miss you dandelion
And even love you

I gravitated towards a patriarch
So young predictably
I was resigned to spend my life
With a maze of misery

A boy and a girl befriended me
Were bonded through despondency
I stayed so long but finally
I fled to save my sanity

And I miss you little sis and
Little brother
And I hope you realize
I'll always love you
And although you're struggling
You will recover
And I miss you little sis and
Little brother

So many I considered
Closest to me
Turned on a dime and sold me
Out dutifully
Although that knife was chipping
Away at me
They turned their eyes away and
Went home to sleep

And I missed a lot of life
But I'll recover
Though I know you really like
To see me suffer
Still I wish that you and I'd
Forgive each other
'Cause I miss you, valentine
And really loved you

I really loved you
I tried so hard
But you drove me away
To preserve my sanity

And I found the strength to break away
Fly

[extepan]

it's a Cantonese song called "Blue" by Anita Lee

i translate the lyrics here:

the night is neverending, but i am exhausted, crying the whole night
the dawn is breaking, but it is not bright, where is love?
when i wait for the night to come, to become dark, i discover the sky is blue
so blue, so blue, so blue, as if it is destined to fade

waiting for someone in a deep blue world
crimson of life turns pale for you, paler than ash
deep blue of longing is darker than the world
crimson of passion makes my heart unable to let go, i continue to love you

let loneliness, let old love be exhausted, feeling the same as death
a withering moon is not beautiful, as if i am wronged
so charming like a fantasy, is love really so hard?
so hard, so hard, so hard, just like a certain piece of memory

waiting for someone in a deep blue world
crimson of life turns into pale for you, paler than ash
deep blue of longing is darker than the world
a lover of disaster, where are you?
please speak....i hate that i love you

[dreamland2.0]

Originally Posted by AyumiSEASONS

Martina McBride - Concrete Angel

Spoiler:

She walks to school with a lunch she packed
Nobody knows what she's holding back;
Wearing the same dress she wore yesterday,
She hides the bruises with the linen and lace;
oh

The teacher wonders but she doesn't ask,
It's hard to see the pain behind the mask;
Bearing the burdon of a secret storm,
Sometimes she wishes she was never born;

Through the wind and the rain,
She stands hard as a stone in a world that she can't rise above;
But her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place where she's loved.

Concrete Angel

Somebody cries in the middle of the night,
The neighbors hear but they turn out the lights;
A fragile soul caught in the hands of fate,
When morning comes it will be too late.

Through the wind and the rain,
She stands hard as a stone in a world that she can't rise above;
But her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place where she's loved.

Concrete Angel

A statue stands in a shaded place,
An angel girl with an upturned face;
Her name is written on a polished rock,
A broken heart that the world forgot.

Through the wind and the rain,
She stands hard as a stone in a world that she can't rise above;
But her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place where she's loved.

Concrete Angel

I've always thought this song was seriously depressing

[DA1SUK1DAY01691]

Duffy's songs are pretty sad too, now that I think about it.

Rockferry

Spoiler:

I'd move to Rockferry tomorrow
And I'd build my house baby with sorrow
I'll leave my shadow to fall behind
And I wouldn't write to you 'cause I'm not that kind

The midnight trains are boarding, all wrap up 8's
I pick my load and I fill my truck before it?s too late
I leave the stars to judge my every move
I'm not going to think of you or I'll get the blues

There?s no sleep on the journey away from time
A bag of songs and a heavy heart won't make me down
I'll give it all my strength and my might
I'll make this decision, win all the fights

I'll move to Rockferry tomorrow
And I'll build my house baby with sorrow
I'll leave my shadow to fall behind
And I wouldn't write to you 'cause I'm not that kind
Not that kind

Rockferry, not that kind...

Warwick Avenue

Spoiler:

When I get to Warwick Avenue
Meet me by the entrance of the tube
We can talk things over little time
Promise me you won't step outta line

When I get to Warwick Avenue
Please draw the past and be true
Don’t say we’re okay
Just because I’m here
You hurt me bad but I wont shed a tear

I’m leaving you for the last time baby
You think you're loving,
But you don’t love me
And I’ve been confused
Outta my mind lately
You think you’re loving,
But I want to be free, baby
You’ve hurt me.

When I get to Warwick Avenue
We’ll spend an hour but no more than two
Our only chance to speak once more
I showed you answers, now here’s the door

When I get to Warwick Avenue
I’ll tell baby there we’re through

Cause I’m leaving you for the last time baby
You think you’re loving,
But you don’t love me
And I’ve been confused
An outta my mind lately
You think you’re loving,
But you don’t love me
I want to be free, baby
You’ve hurt me.

All the days spent together
I wish for better,
And I didn’t want the train to come
Now it’s departed, I’m broken hearted
Seems like we never started
All those days spent together
When I wished for better
And I didn’t want the train to come.
No, no.

You think you’re loving
But you don’t love me
I want to be free, baby
You’ve hurt me
You don’t love me
I want to be free
Baby you’ve hurt me