^be however you want lol
Ayu seems to be a powerful and sensitive subject for a lot of people. She's helped a lot of us in some very powerful ways. It's kinda hard to think some things about her.
I find it interesting that people don't think there are some really convenient and fishy things about this whole situation...but whatever, it's going to be discussed anyway. Here, and probably worse in the media lol
I don't want people to be surprised and upset...but obviously can't help that...